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mirzmhth s vlshzlHshurl dbtlvklbmk`h phmtru ihplrhk `ldlth`br

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Ikn mu hxlst k`t sphnlnkrh, phmtru nltkth`h ala`lnh s-k jb`bslt

trkiunhrhk Nbrml`hsnu k Al`alhl

mirzmhth s vlshzlHshurl dbtlvklbmk`h phmtru ihplrhk `ldlth`brNbpyrlect 1775 - Zk`hmtlm Ihiu. Ybkth irhpturl`h rhzhrvkth.

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Nu nlmh d ùpt2 8Nud l hsth mudh`h2 ;>Aunurlk Ibdmuùl hsth trlk dhk! 1;Nh ntle ikn Yh sùfhsn2 18

Dl`k nkrh flemhth 98Yb`hrkmk mu hsth b vlrtuth! 95Kdprhmtk prlmnlpll`br 8;Hxlst tklmh :;Mlnk l Ah`k :5Nrhilmk6 nuvmtu`-nchlh m vlkk nrhtlmuùl 5;N`tbrlk nrhtlmuùl 58

mtbkrnhrhk Qhehùl 3;Dbthmlrhk rbal`br Ibdmuùl

^hdmlnklk Nlmhl Ibdmuùl ;>8Wkrkibxu` sunnhsuùl ;85Wkrkibxu` alrulmhl ;:5Zlk ilm ahùe ;3;At`lk l kpkrlmh Ibdmuùl! ;5

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Jlhnkrh bd krh b ihmllh k vlhll. Zlkk hsth um thst, um nrhilt,b prhetlrh, b ùpt Ihmllk ph nkrh b ikl vlhll vk ihthrdlmknbdpbrtkdhmtu` l nkrknthru` tu. Ihsleur, nhl dkl du`lbkdhml mu l ihmhsn m dbi nbmtlhmt nbmnhplk ph nkrh b kuihsprh ùdh l vlk, ikr nu sleurkm ku umk nkrh `h eclihkzktltuilml`h l knluml`h. ^pumh-dl nkrh sumt jkpth`h umul bd l l

vbl spumh nud l ihmhth h` vlkk. Qbdkmll spumhku6 Zlkkhsth b ùpt? ihnl, ùpt, sku Zlkk mshkdm k ùptk;.

Nh hsth b ùpt2 B nbmjrumtkrh ih jbrh nu snbp ihmlt skuldphrnhptlal`. Zlkk, prlm mkturk hl, hsth b ùpt. m nk`ltkth ihnrhtlml, sumthd mtr-b nbmtlmu nbmjrumtkrh splrltuk`. Hxlst bùpt ph nkrh b id nu Ilkvbù`. ^trkthelk ala`ln nu prlvlrh `kknhkst ùpt hsth urdtbkrhk6 ûpumhl-v ikr ùl Iudmhzhu.

dpbtrlvll-v ilkvbùùl, l h` vk juel ih `k vbl. (Lknbv 965)B k ibuk upt ph nkrh nrhtlmu` b pbkrt hsth uptk nu pbjth`h.

Knhkstk hsth ùptk nhk dkrh, ph nkrh nrhilmnlbsu` mu krh vblhs b plkri, ihl hsth nhk dkl erhk. ^trkthelk ala`ln rhjhrltbkrh`k knhkst ùpt hsth rhnbdkmikt ih kpbstbù` Wkvh` tmruùlYldbthl6 Juel ih pbjth`h tlmhrhll l urdrhth mhprlcmlrhk,nrhilmk, irkebsthk, pknhk, dprhum nu nhl nh nchkd ph Ibdmu`

ilmtr-b lmld nurkt. (1 Yldbthl 1611) Ikn ilm jkk Ilkvbùùlmu kvhd vblh s jueld, m jkk pbjth`br mu kvhd vblh s std.m prldu` nkz, trhaulh s umld supumhrhk jk ih Iudmhzhu nurhzlsthmk splrltuk`? ms, m nh` ih-k` ibl`hk nkz, trhaulh s umldnkpknltkthk ih k hvltk lspltk nu ibrlmk ih prtlh jrhksn. Mujueld ih lsplt m lzb`krh, nl m nbdumlumh hilnktbkrh.

Ikr hxlst b k trhlk ùpt ph nkrh b purtd m vlkk mbkstr.

Knhkstk hsth ùptk nkrh mh sb`lnlt nh` dkl du`t. Nhk dkl erhkùpt k vlhll mbkstrh mu hsth dpbtrlvk pbjth`br sku dpbtrlvk;. ^hmhnk Zlvhrh dl`ltkrhr hst b rhp`ln ikt prlhthmuùl su @lnl`lus, nkrh,pbtrlvlt nbmnhplhl sk`h phsldlsth ksuprk vlhll, spumhk6 ^ supbrtd tbtu` nurhshdmkrh.


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sh mtdp` l kstzl? umhbrl, vlkk sùfltbruùl ùl Iudmhzhuihvlmh um lki, ikr, kshdhmhk ùl Lhrhdlk, shmslal`ltkthk

sùfltbruùl kuthmtln sh kdp`ln l ihphmihmk ih Iudmhzhuihvlmh dkl puthrmln. m knh`kl tldp, sùfltbru` vk pkslbmktih sk`vkrhk suhth`br ilm lkiu` vhmln. Mbl spumhd n vlkkk ihvhmlt um lki, sku Zlkk k ihvhmlt um nk`vkr. Hsth almh,phmtru n mudkl mh`hemi lkiu` l nk`vkru` vbd ibrl Qklu`l dmtulrhk. Iudmhzhu mh lmh umhbrl m lkiu` vlhll, phmtru kmh jknh s mh`hehd lkiu` vhmln l phmtru k mh ibrl Qklu`.

Ikvli kvhk b kthptkrh mhdp`lmlt nu prlvlrh `k Iudmhzhu.H` hrk prbjumi ihzkdelt ih mihùmek mtrzlhrh k ùlIudmhzhu. Wm nmi, Ibkdmh, d vhl ultk mhmnhtkt2 Wm nmil vhl ksnumih Jkk ih dlmh2 Wm nmi vbl kvhk suhtu` p`lm ih

erlfl, l lmldk p`lm ih mhnkzurl m hnkrh zl2 Wm nmi sh vk rlilnkvrfdku` dhu dpbtrlvk dhk2 Wrlvhth, rspumih-dl, Ibkdmh,Iudmhzhu` dhu! I ùdlm bncl`br dhl, nk s m-kibrd sbdmu`dbrll. (Wsk`dl ;>6;->) Ikvli hrk stu` ih kthptkrh, sh ùptknu Iudmhzhu l prbthstk jk ih mtrzlhrhk @ul. Xmhbrl kvhdldprhslk n Iudmhzhu mu lmh pksu` nu hvhmldhmth`h, hsthplhriut umihvk m trhnut, mu lmh pksu` nu dbihrmltkthk Mh-kd ibrl nhvk ih ehmu`6 Ibkdmh, lkt ibrlmk dhk kzl, lkrIudmhzhu s spum6 Lkt-D. m ùdhk nbmthdpbrkm tbtu`hsth jkst- jkst-jbbi, jkst-tclmolme - l shnbmi-ckmi>. Nrhi n nh`dkl erhu ùnru s-` mh`hehd ihsprh Iudmhzhu hsth jkptu`n H` h Iudmhzhu l mu l mhebnlkz stktutu` nu mldhml. H`,pur l sldpù, mu ^h nbmjbrdhkz, mu i hxp`lnkll, mu lmtr mtlpkrh, mu lmh s h `k dbi, s h nud vrhd mbl. Kihvru`hsth sldpù6 Iudmhzhu h Iudmhzhu. Knhst kihvr kr trhaul s

m`turh mtrharl`h snhptlnl`br, mhaumlk kthl`br, lembrkmk `lahr-nuehttbrl`br l prhthmll`h nrhilmnlbsuùl dlbp.

Zrfltbrll sumt mh`kl s nrhki n pbt dkmlpu`k puthrhkihdbmln, ikr knhst ùnru l vbr nbmiunh `k b lrhvhrslal` rbalh.Iucurl`h rh`h sh ks kpkrhmt purtkth ih nkprlnll`h vrfltbruùl, nk

>.^lmirbdu` vlthzhl dmnkrh rkpli, emilrh rkpli l dhmtk`ltkthk nkrhknnhpt ùnrurl ih dmk k ibuk.


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knhstk, bikt nu kimnlrhk m bnu`tlsd, s h pbshikt ihmltlv.Knh`kl ùnru ml-` suehstlbmhkz l mbu Ilkvbù`6 s nrhihd n

puthrhk ùl Iudmhzhu pbkth dkmlpu`kt, n H` ksnu`t ih mblsku n vk funk iup rheu`l`h mbkstrh. Lspltk ih k Iudmhzhu muhsth mbu? ih jkpt, hsth nhk dkl vhnch lsplt lspltk ilm erilmkHihmuùl. Mh emild n, ikn kd Iudmhzhu, dnkr phmtrub zl, mbl kd tl nud s rhzb`vd ùnrurl`h, `k tldpu` pbtrlvlt lalmh. Iudmhzhu hsth Iudmhzhu l kk vk rdmh. Mh rued lH` mu rspumih, mtrhad l H` tknh, prbthstd l H` rih.

Lbmk mu k knnhptkt dlslumhk ph nkrh l-k mnrhilmkt-bIudmhzhu ilm nkuzk nkrknthruùl û. H` tlk n, ikn sh vkiunh `k Mlmlvh l hl sh vbr pbnl, Iudmhzhu l vk lhrtk, lkr h`mu ibrhk knhst ùnru. Mlmlvh nbmstltulk um phrlnb` phrdkmhmtphmtru Lsrkh`, lkr Lbmk ibrhk mldlnlrhk `br. Wrba`hdk ùl Lbmk muhrku bkdhmll ilm Mlmlvh, nl nkrknthru` ùl Iudmhzhu. ^nbpurl`hùl Iudmhzhu sumt nh`h nkrh sh dp`lmhsn, mu k`h bduùl. Bdu`,prlm nkprlnll`h ùl, mu jknh ihnt s-l nkuzhzh ùl msul ru.Lbmk k juelt ih Iudmhzhu, ms mu s-k putut ksnumih ih H`.9Iudmhzhu l-k prhetlt ùl Lbmk dlf`bnu` ih trkmspbrt, nkrh `-kpurtkt hxknt pm m pbrtu` pbtrlvlt6 nhtkthk Mlmlvh. m pmthnh`hncltuùl, Lbmk s-k pbnlt ih lib`ll ph nkrh l kvhk m vlkk ùl6rhputklk ul ih prbjht, nbmjbrtu` phrsbmk`, mklbmk`lsdu` meustl thb`belk sk dlbkp. tlkl n Iudmhzhu krh sldu` udbruùll, umhbrl, hsth lrbmln2 Lrbmlk ùl Iudmhzhu nbmst tbndkl mjkptu` n th trldlth ph tlmh s vhsthtl irhptkthk @ul tbndklvrfdkl`br tl.

Lbv, m knh`kl jh`, kvhk b prba`hd nu nkrknthru` ùlIudmhzhu. m sujhrlmk ùl, h` mu s-k p`ms ih kashmk ùlIudmhzhu, nl ih prhzhmk @ul stlmechrltbkrh, nkrh mu-` `sk s

miurh sujhrlmk slmeur. Xmhbrl, nmi mh kd m sujhrlm, mhmibld nclkr l ih hxlsthmk ùl Iudmhzhu. Lbv, ms, mu pumhksua shdmu` mtrharll hxlsthmk ul Iudmhzhu, nl nkrknthru` @ul.Lbv sh emihk6 Hu sumt um bd mhprlcmlt, l H` mu krh irhptkth sd phihpshksn!

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3, pum erhlt prba`hdk, ms Iudmhzhu ` mvkph Lbv s pum mtrharl. Xm aum pumnt ih vhihrh mu mshkdmn hsth l phrsphntlvk ùl Iudmhzhu. B lihh aum mu mshkdmn hsth l lihhk ùl Iudmhzhu.

Kskj, m Wsk`du` 5>, iunh l h` b ùpt nu Iudmhzhu. Kskjhrk s sh n`ktlmh m nrhilmk ùl, ultmiu-sh `k nrhklk ùlIudmhzhu. Kskj ` knnhpt ph Iudmhzhu, ms rhsplmeh nrhklk@ul. Knhkst ùdh hsth mhirhkpt, hsth p`lm ih bkdhml abekll jr prba`hdh. @uptd nu Iudmhzhu nmi mu mh`hehdrbstu` ùnrurl`br. @uptk nu Iudmhzhu hsth k`ldhmtkt ih`ldltrl`h mbkstrh. H` hsth Iudmhzhu l tlh tbtu`, lkr mbl kvhdb numbkthrh `ldltkt, ikr kvhd b nurlbzltkth nt Iudmhzhu ihdkrh. Lkr Iudmhzhu mu-l rspumih nurlbzltll mbkstrh. Wur lsldpù, H` mu rspumih mtrharll Ih nh2. Nclkr l phrjhntu`pbkth nbmthstkt. Iudmhzhu k jbst nbmthstkt ih ldphrjhnl.Ala`lk mu sktlsjknh nurlbzltl`h bduùl, nl l dp`lmhth snbpuìh k-@ jknh numbsnut ph Crlstbs, ih k dmtul lmk udkm lih k nrhth nrhilmk nrhilmnlbsuùl? rhstu` sumt ihtk`ll. Nhk dkldkrh ibvki ih dkturltkth hsth bjhrlt ktumnl nmi knnhplvblk ùl Iudmhzhu nclkr ikn mu b mh`hel. Knnhptkrhk vbll ùlIudmhzhu mshkdm mdbrdmtkrhk vbll mbkstrh. Yrhaulh skp`lnd m vlkk mbkstr vblk ùl Iudmhzhu, mu vblk mbkstrknnhptkt ih Iudmhzhu, nl vblk @ul nhk sjmt, umlvhrsk`vk`kal`, lmihphmihmt l lmilsnutkal`.

Kskj s-k ùptkt nu Iudmhzhu phmtru n H` hsth aum nupntbll, l tb`hrhkz ph abekll nbrupl l mu lmthrvlmh msujhrlm. m nlrnudstkmh`h erh`h k`h vlhll, nmi kr trhaul snutd dkl du`t prbthnlk l pknhk ul Iudmhzhu, tbndkl ktumnljknhd ilm H` mu ^nutu` mbstru, nl lmtk knuzkll`br mbkstrh.

Knnhptkrhk vbll ùl Iudmhzhu mshkdm dkturltkth. Nhltrhl tlmhrl ilm Akal`bm, prlhthmll ùl Ikmlh`, nmi `l s-k nhrut

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mbstru, nrulk l sùfld,pbkth s mh snbktilm nuptbru` kprlms, l mhvk snbkth ilm dmk tk, dprkth. l nclkr ih mu mh vk snbkth, s tll,

dprkth, n mu vbd sùfl iudmhzhl`br tl, l mlnl mu mh vbd mnclmknclpuùl ih kur ph nkrh `-kl m`kt! (Ikmlh` >6;5-;3 sua`lmlhrhkdl kpkrlmh.)

Ckaknun, prbjhtu` Ibdmuùl, krh b mhiudhrlrh nu prlvlrh`k dbiu` ùl Iudmhzhu ih k kp`lnk irhptkthk ^k. Ih nh sujhrsùfltbrll ùl Iudmhzhu2 Nud pbkth prlvl Iudmhzhu dlh`lkl hxp`bktkrhk nhùl mhprlcmlt l s tkn2 (Ckaknun ;6;> -pkrkjrkzkrh)

Wm nmi vbl strlek ntrh Ylmh, Ibkdmh, jr s-ksnu`l2 Wmnmi d vbl tmeul lh, jr s ikl kfutbr2 Whmtru nh d `kl svi mh`helulrhk, l Yh ull `k mhirhptkth2 Ksuprlrhk l sl`mlnlk sh jknsua bncll dhl, sh mksn nhrturl, l sh strmhth e`nhkv. (Ckaknun;61->) Wrba`hdk ùl Ckaknun hrk n Iudmhzhu ` trkthkz phnh` mhirhpt nk l ph nh` mhprlcmlt. Nud pbkth Iudmhzhu sphihpshksn pbpbru` @ul jb`bslmiu-sh ih um pbpbr dkl pntbsihnt Lsrkh`2 Ckaknun spumh6 Bncll Yl sumt kk ih nurkl n mu

pbt s vki ru`, l mu pbl s prlvhtl mh`helulrhk! (Ckaknun ;6;>k)- mu phmtru k rhnumbkth smhmlk @ul, nl phmtru k b nbmthstk6Nud kl puthk prlvl Yu ph nhl dlhl l s tknl, nmi nh` ru dmmn

ph nh` dkl mhprlcmlt ihnt h`2 (Ckaknun ;6;>a) m knhst jh`Ckaknun spumhk6 ,,Whmtru n htl sjmt, pur, nurkt, mu vhl puthks phihpshtl mhirhptkthk prlm mh`helulrh.

Nhhk nh hsth hvlihmt ilm tbkth knhsth hxhdp`h hsth jkptu` nIudmhzhu mu k trhault s sh sncldah, nl bdu`. Knhsth phrsbmkfhsumt hxhdp`h aumh phmtru n s-ku sncldakt l ku mvkt sknnhpth vblk ùl Iudmhzhu, ms du`l nrhtlml sh ùpt kstzlnu Iudmhzhu jr s nbmtlhmtlzhzh dnkr pbzllk ph nkrh b ku

m rh`klk `br nu Iudmhzhu.Lbmkknbmthstkt aumtkthk ul Iudmhzhu, ms hsth mhvblt s

rhnumbksn jkptu` n aumtkthk ùl Iudmhzhu hsth umlvhrsk` lmu pbkth dbmbpb`lzkt sku bastrunlbmkt.

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Lstbrlk pbpbruùl Lsrkh` st mklmthk mbkstr nk um dbih` k`Wrbvlihmhl Ilvlmh. Lknbv hsth tkt` nh`br iblsprhzhnh l nkrhku jbrdkt nh`h ibusprhzhnh shdlmll k`h pbpbruùl. Mbl lnumbkthd ph l, l nkrknthrlzd, ikr numbsnmiu-` ph tkt` `br,vbd puthk s mh id shkdk ih l. ^pumh-dl nlmh hsth tkt` tu,

nk s-l spum nlmh htl. Lknbv hsth dbihù` bduùl balmult nunutudh`h l vlrtul`h ùl, ms h` krh nhvk nkrh `-k jnut iljhrlt, lk ihvhmlt nh` dkl lualt ilmtrh pktrlkrcl phmtru pbpbru` Lsrkh`.Hplsbiu` nh` dkl prbhdlmhmt l rhprhzhmtktlv k` vlhll sk`h hsthùptk nu Iudmhzhu.

Lknbv hsth tlpu` ih bd nkrh jknh tbtu` nk s-l dhkre almh,nkrh tlh s prbth ih ph urdk hnrhl rh`kll, hxp`bkthkz hnkrh

sltuklh m jkvbkrhk sk, sphnu`hkz hnkrh erhhk` k vrfdkuùlsu phmtru k ntlek. Lknbv `-k mh`kt ph tkt` su, prbtmi ih`lpsk ih vhihrh k knhstulk? l-k jurkt irhptu` ih mtl-msnut k`ùl Hsku, sphnu`mi dbdhmtu` ih hpulzkrh zln k knhstulk? s-k

dabelt vk`brlnmi mh`hehrl`h ph nkrh `h-k kvut nu @kakm,mtbrnmi tbtu` m jkvbkrhk sk. Hsth lmthrhskmt nt ih du`t `dbthmhsn hvrhll ph Lknbv, mu mtdp`tbr ku rhphtkt lstbrlk

ùpthl ùl Lknbv nu Iudmhzhu m vlkk `br6 Ibdmu` hsth m nhkrtnu Luik l vk phihpsl ph Lknbv iup purtkrhk ùl6 l vk rsp`tl iupjkpth`h ùl. mn ilm pmthnh`h dkdhl, `-k kpunkt Lknbv ph jrkth-suih n`nl, l m puthrhk ùl, s-k ùptkt nu Iudmhzhu. ^-k ùptkt numehru`, l k jbst alrultbr, k p`ms l s-k ruekt ih h`.(Bshk ;161-8)

Wh nmi juehk ih Hsku, Iudmhzhu l s-k ihsnbphrlt ùl Lknbvm tldpu` umhl vhihmll ih mbkpth, l nmi s-k ihzdhtlnlt k

hxn`kdkt6 Ibdmu` hsth m `bnu` knhstk, l hu m-kd tlut.(Ehmhsk 136;:) Nu tbkth knhsthk, mt`mlrhk ul Lknbv nu Iudmhzhumu `-k trkmsjbrdkt. Mu rkrhbrl kd kuzlt ph umll nrhtlml jbkrthhv`kvlbl, nkrh spumhku6 Ikn Iudmhzhu dl vk vbral

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Ikn mudh`h dhu vk snrls ph nhr nu lthrh ih jbn, ktumnl ` vblsùfl ph Iudmhzhu? Zrhku nk Iudmhzhu s d nchdh ph

mudh nk s-@ pbt kuzl m dbi lmnbmthstkal` Bkdhmll ibrhsnshdmh ih `k Iudmhzhu, ikr ikn shdmh`h mu `-ku sncldakt phLknbv, mlnl ph tlmh mu th vbr sncldak. Xm mhkd mhnrhilmnlbs lprhknurvkr nhrh um shdm, ms mu l sh vk ik mlnlum shdm ihntshdmu` lmnbmthstkal` k` mvlhrll ùl Crlstbs (nk s pkrkjrkzhznhhk nh k spus Crlstbs). Wbl hxphrldhmtk dlmuml du`th l tbtmhsncldakt s rdl, pbl trl kihvrkth rhvh`kll l tbt knh`kls rdl. Mu dlmuml`h th snclda, nl ksnu`tkrhk ih Nuvmtu` ùlIudmhzhu.

Lknbv k jnut b furulm l k zls6 Ikn vk Iudmhzhu nu dlmhl d vk pzl m tldpu` n`tbrlhl ph nkrh b jkn, ikn-dl vk ik plmh sdmmn l cklmh s d darkn, l ikn d vbl mtbkrnh m pknh m nksktktùl dhu,ktumnl Ibdmu` vk Iudmhzhu` dhu? plktrk knhkstk, phnkrh kd pus-b nk st`p ih kiunhrh kdlmth, vk nksk ùl Iudmhzhu, ll vbl ik k zhnhk pkrth ilm tbt nh-dl vhl ik.(Ehmhsk 13617-11)

Lknbv jknh b ruenlumh prlm nkrh l ibvhihth nkrknthru` su.H` jb`bshth nuvlmth`h6 ikn ktumnl, prlm nkrh nbmillbmhkzrh`klk ùl nu Iudmhzhu. ^ùflrhk ùl hrk nbmillbmkt, lmldkùl hrk nbmillbmkt, nbmsknrkrhk l ksnu`tkrhk sk ihplmihkuih knhst tre ldktur, vln`hkm l vbùptubs. Ikr, hsth nluikt nIudmhzhu h prlmih m knhst fbn k` nbmillbmrll. Iudmhzhu mh

dp`lmhth knh` ikn, ikr prba`hdk kpkrh ktumnl nmi trhaulhs dp`lmld l mbl knh` ktumnl. Iudmhzhu mu pbkth prlms `k

mechsulk` sku nbmstrms s jkn nhvk, ms nh sh mtdp` nunhhk nh mbl l prbdlthd2

Nud ` trkthzl ph Iudmhzhu m ruenluml`h tk`h, kk l trkthzlph bkdhml m rh`kll`h tk`h.

Nbmlmutu` ruenlumll tk`h ibvhihth6 Dkturltkthktk Nt ih du`t ` numbtl ph Iudmhzhu2

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Nud l hsth mudh`h2

Dbtlvklk tk Nu nh snbp th rbel2 B ruenlumh nuthmt dkthrlk`lst ibvhihth um suht dln. B ruenlumh nu

knbphrlrh dln ibvhihth b dhmtk`ltkth drelmlt. Dk`hkal`ltkthk tk Nt ih du`t htl ilspus s thsncldal2

Dbal`ltkthk tk Nt ih du`t htl ilspus s th dltl milrhnlk m nkrh l-b lmiln Iudmhzhu, sku pbkth mlnl mu thlmthrhshkz ikn Iudmhzhu krh nhvk ih spus!2

Dhtbik tk Lknbv k ibrlt s prbth ih ph urdkrh`klhl ùl nu Iudmhzhu, ksphnt ibvhilt l m rh`kll`h sk`hnu bkdhmll. Lknbv k ibrlt s jkn ilm Iudmhzhu l bkdhmldlf`bknh prlm nkrh s-l pbkt mihp`lml snbpurl`h.

Drturlk tk Quenlumhk tk vbrahth bkdhml`br ihsprhIudmhzhu l ùl Iudmhzhu ihsprh bkdhml. m ruenlumhktk pbl s-L vbrahtl ùl Iudmhzhu ihsprh prba`hdh`h tk`h,l prba`hdh`br tk`h ihsprh Iudmhzhu` tu. m ruenlumhktk pbl s-L vbrahtl ùl Iudmhzhu ihsprh tlmh, l lh ihsprhIudmhzhu. Yu k`hel nkrh hsth vk`bkrhk drturlhl tk`h!

Dbthmlrhk tk Quenluml`h tk`h l lmuhmhkz phnbplll tl. Nbplll ùl Lknbv, pbpbru` Lsrkh`, mu ih pulmh brl@-ku trktkt ph Iudmhzhu, m mnclmkrhk l ruenluml`h `br, mknh`kl jh` nud k jnut-b l tkt` `br, Lknbv.Quenlumhk tk vbrahth ihsprh tlmh, ihsprh Iudmhzhu` tu,

ihsprh rh`kll`h tk`h l ihsprh phrsphntlvk tk. Quenlumhk hsth umlstbrln k` trhnutuùl rsnb`lmi dhdbrll`h, um prbjht k` vlltbruùlthstmi sphrkmh`h, b ausb` k nkrknthruùl hvkùmi jkpth`h.

m nkpltbù` >1 k` nrll Ehmhsk, Lknbv hrk pus mtr-b sltuklhnu tbtu` mbu, nbmtrkr phrsbmk`ltll ùl. Whmtru prldk ikt mvlkk ùl trhaulk s sh nbmjrumth nu nlmhvk jk m jk. Ilm spkthvhmhk @kakm, ph nkrh ` mh`ksh l mu sh puthk mtbkrnh? ilm jkvhmhk Hsku, ph nkrh ` jurksh l mu sh puthk hsnclvk. Yrhaulk slk b ihnlzlh. Lknbv sh mspldmt l sh merbzl `k emiu` dbrll.Hrk um aum strkthe, um aum mhebnlktbr, um aum ilp`bdkt, ms,ih iktk knhkstk, mu dkl puthk vbrak ih ilk`be, mhebnlhrh sku


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ilp`bdklh. Lknbv k sldlt, nk ph um br rhnh, mbutkthk knhsthllpbstkzh. ^-k sldlt lmnbmjbrtkal`, k mnhput s sh emihksn, s

sh jrdmth, s pum k nk`h strkthell. Hxp`bkthkz hnkrh dlmut,rhnumbkth ldpbrtkmk knhùl dbdhmt, trlhth lmthms hnkrhn`lp. l trldlth mklmth kvhrhk, rball, sbll`h l nclkr ll. Hsthlmthrhskmt n sumthd ektk s rhmumd k tbt nh kvhd phmtru k mhnruk plh`hk. Hsth dkl ubr s l id tbtu` ùl Iudmhzhu, ihnts mh id ph mbl mlmh. Lknbv k rdks slmeur phmtru k hvltknbmjrumtkrhk, phmtru k sh prbthfk, phmtru k sh hsnclvk, phmtru kdkl trl dnkr b mbkpth lmltlt. Hsth nluikt nud, m dbdhmth`hih nbmjbrt, plhrihd du`t tldp jr s-` nbmtkal`lzd, ms, mdbdhmtu` nmi sldld phrlnbù`, prhuld hnkrh shnumi ljknhd brlnh phmtru k mtrzlk dbdhmtu` nrltln.

H` rdmh slmeur phmtru knhk mbkpth Nhk dkl dkrh erhhk`ph nkrh b pbkth jknh um bd nkrh sh k mtr-b sltuklh ih nrlzhsth lzb`krhk. ms, pkrn m mkturk mbkstr sh k knhst slmirbdk` juell, k` lzb`rll, nkrh sh lmstkurhkz ktumnl nmi vlkk mh hsthkdhmlmkt. Nmi Ilkvbù` th-k ktknkt l l-kl sldlt brll rutllùl, erhhk`k jktk` ph nkrh kl puthk s b jknl hsth s th lzb`hzl ihjrkl, ih nhl irkel, ih nhl nkrh kr puthk s th ksnu`th, ih nhl nkrhkr puthk s p`me k`turl ih tlmh, ih Nuvmt, ih Iudmhzhu.Mu trhaulh s rdl mlnlbikt slmeur nu Ilkvbù`, dkl k`hs nmihsth mbkpthm vlkk tk.

Lknbv hrk mnbrikt, l jnhk erlfl, l pumhk mtrharl. Nh sh vkmtdp`k dlmh2 l vk knnhptk jrkth`h su ikrurl`h sk`h, sku ` vkunlih2 l ilmtr-bikt, jr vhsth, um bd sh lvhth ilm mtumhrlnl ` ibabkr `k pdmt. @k nlmh s-k emilt Lknbv2 @k mehruÌbdmuùl2 Mlnlihnud. @k Hsku2 ^ku pbkth umu` ilm bkdhmllùl Hsku, trldls s-` unli, sku `k um t`ckr2 ^ku nlmh tlh2 Mutlu nlmh nrhihk Lknbv n hrk bdu`, ikr tlu n, nlmh nrhihk h`n hsth, mu hrk. Nu sleurkm, mu s-k emilt `k um prlhthm nkrh kvhmlt s ` almhnuvmthzh. K kvut bn b ùpt thrlal` m mtumhrln,b ùpt ph vlk l ph dbkrth, b ùptpm m rhvrsktu` zbrl`br.

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Iudmhzhu ^-k ùptkt nu Lknbv. Ih nh`h dkl du`th brl, ùptk nuIudmhzhu hsth b ùpt ph nkrh b iunhd lmnbmtlhmt, mtlms

ph phrlbkih dkrl ih tldp? ms vlmh um dbdhmt m vlk nmiIudmhzhu mtbkrnh krdh`h l ` nbmjrumt ph bd nu h` msul. mtbt tldpu` vlhll, mh hsth ubr s mh nbmjrumtd nu k`ll, dkl k`hsn dbihù` l nrlthrll`h sumt ldpush ih mbl. ms nbmjrumtkrhk ùlIudmhzhu hsth ih nu tbtu` k`t mktur. H` mh nbmjrumt ph mblnu H`, nu smhmlk @ul l kpbl ph mbl nu nh` nkrh kr trhaul s d,nu dbihù` ùl Crlstbs nkrh trhaulh s h ksudkt, lmthrmk`lzkt.

Brlnlmh krh b rhvh`klh k smhmlhl ùl Iudmhzhu, mu pbkths rdm knh`kl. Hsth pkrkibxk`, phmtru n ktumnl nmi htldkrtbr dut `k smhmlk ùl Iudmhzhu, mnhpl s l-b ibrhtl,ihl prlm mkturk mbkstr udkm kvhd mn`lmklk s b rhsplmehd,s b mhed. Kstjh`, sh nrhhkz um nbmlnt6 mtrh ibrlmk iupsmhmlk ùl Iudmhzhu l ksudkrhk hl, l ibrlmk iup mkturkpntbks l nbmjbrtu` hl. Nbmlntu` ilmtrh nbmsknrkrh l nbmjbrt.

Nmi alrulh smhmlk ùl Iudmhzhu, sumthd trkmsjbrdkl.Ildlmhkk, mehru` hsth ektk s p`hnh, m tldp nh Lknbv sh

ihzdhtlnhth l l i shkdk nu nlmh ùpt. Lknbv krh knudilm mbu b rhvh`klh6 Nh!2 Mu hsth um vrfdk, nlmhvk nkrhvrhk s d bdbkrh2 Hu kd vhmlt s th almhnuvmthz, ikr tuth-kl ùptkt m tbt knhst tldp dpbtrlvk almhnuvmtrll. Knudp`hn! Ikr knudvrhku almhnuvmtkrhk! Ik Nt ih tkrh b

vrhl!2 ^pumh-dl mudh`h tu, spumh-dl kihvru` ihsprh tlmh.Knhkstk hsth nbmillk almhnuvmtrll. Iudmhzhu cbtrths th almhnuvmthzh mklmth nk tu s th cbtrtl s th sncldal.Bkdhmll sh dplhiln ihshbrl ih kihvr, ikr sh rliln, sh snuturl dhre dkl ihpkrth. mehru` mu nhrhk lmjbrdklh, nl drturlslrh.Iudmhzhu ` sl`hk ph Lknbv s mjrumth kihvru` ihsprh slmh

msul, l knhst ùnru mshkdm ùpt. Bdu` mu pbkth supbrtkdu`t kihvr ihbikt, dkl k`hs kihvru` ihsprh slmh msul, lkrknhst kihvr s h rbstlt nclkr ih h` msul. mehru` Ibdmuùlmu ibrhk lmjbrdklh, nl drturlslrh? mu ikth, nl nbmjhslumh? muktlmehrh, nl sncldakrh? mu prhrh ih ru, nl pbnlm.


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^pumh-dl nlmh htl l Lknbv vk durl! l h` k strlekt6 Lknbv!Ih jkpt, h` k spus6 Dlmnlmbs, mh`tbr vln`hkm, mhnlmstlt,

rhprbakal`. Lknbv l-k strlekt nkrknthru`, ph nkrh knud `nbmjrumtk. Hsth lmthrhskmt jkptu` n prbjhtu` Lhrhdlk, nmispumh lmldk hsth mhspus ih rhk l ih mh`tbkrh (Lhrhdlk ;56


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hsth trlk dhk!Nnl nclkr ikn sdbnclmu` mu vk mbrl, vlk mu vk

ik mlnlum rbi, rbiu` ds`lmuùl vk `lpsl, l ndpll`h muvbr ik crkm, bl`h vbr plhrl ilm stku`h, l mu vbr dkl abl m erkfiurl, hu tbt d vbl aunurk m Ibdmu`, d vbl

aunurk m Iudmhzhu` dmtulrll dh`h!Ckaknun >6;5-;61) pkskf nkrhjknh rhjhrlrh `k puthrhk ihn`krktlv k nuvmtuùl. Fuihntbru`jb`bshth nuvmtu` ihn`krktlv phmtru k hdlth, phmtru k nbdumlnk


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shmtlmk6 ihn`krkt vlmbvkt? bhru` ih stkrh nlvl` jb`bshthknh`kl nuvmt nmi bnlkz b nstbrlh6 v ihn`kr nstbrll.

Whsth nuvmtu` ihn`krktlv mu dkl trhnh mldln, h` phnhtùlhth bstkrh ih irhpt. Nuvmtu` ihn`krktlv mu pbkth ihslmkt ihntih um k`t nuvmt ihn`krktlv. Lknbv spumh n `ldak (nuvmtu`,nbdumlnkrhk) hsth k`ldhmtkt h ih lki, h ih rkl l ihvlmh nrdkvlhll.; Wrlm almhnuvmtkrhk bkdhml`br jr prlckm sh mk`b nhtkth. (Wrbvhrah ;;6;;) Zlkk l dbkrthk, almhnuvmtkrhkl a`hsthdu`, stku m puthrhk `ldall. Nuvmtu` ihn`krktlv hsthnrdk vlhll tk`h, krh puthrh prlm sursk ph nkrh b jb`bshtl6 rklu`sku lkiu`. Jb`bshth Nuvmtu` ùl Iudmhzhu phmtru k ihn`krkalmhnuvmtrl`h, prbthnlk, pknhk, prhzhmk ùl Iudmhzhu phsthvlkk tk.

Aunurlk hsth b ihn`krklh k aumtll l nrhilmnlblhl ùlIudmhzhu. Iudmhzhu hsth bmbrkt ih dkturltkthk mbkstr,ih mnrhihrhk mbkstr m H`, ùnrurl nkrh sumt hxprldkth prlmhmtuzlksdu` mbstru. Ih jkpt, thrdhmu` hmtuzlksd vlmh ilm `ldakerhkn l hsth nbdpus ilm ibu nuvlmth m tchbs (lm tchbs)nkrh

mshkdm k m Iudmhzhu. Aunurlk trhaulh ihn`krkt, phmtrun hk mu hsth b stkrh mkturk` k lmldll mbkstrh l mlnl mu trhaulhs mh kthptd s h. Aunurlk sh nu`tlv.

Aunurlk mu hsth um ilsnurs, hsth b ihdbmstrklh. Xmh`hdhshrll ku kfums s lmnùi zdahtu`, aumk ilspbzllh, nkiktbrlh prbjhslbmk`. Xmll jkn kttk nkz ih kstk, mnt nbmslihrn hxprldkrhk aunurlhl, h hk l krtlnlk`, hsth nchlk sunnhsuùl.Aunurlk nrhtlmuùl mu hsth b iktbrlh dbrk`, hsth b ihdbmstrklhmkturk` k rh`klhl nu Iudmhzhu. Aunurlk ibvhihth rh`klkmbkstr nu Iudmhzhu. Mu pbl m Iudmhzhu jr s kl aunurlh(hmtuzlksd - k m tchbs).

Aunurlk mu hsth b ihzakthrh, hsth b ihstlmulrh. Aunurlk phnkrh Ckaknun b ihn`kr mu hsth um sualhnt ph dkrelmhk nrulktrhaulh s kreudhmtd sku s nbmtrkkreudhmtd, nl hsth b

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ihzvùlrh slmnhr k umul dbih` ih stl` ih vlk. Dhskfu` ùlCkaknun hsth urdtbru`6 mu sumt ihphmihmt ih nlrnudstkmh,

ih vhtl`h rh`h, ih nursu` vrhdurl`br, ih prhrl`h bkdhml`br, nlsumt ihphmihmt ih Iudmhzhu l ih knhhk d aunur. Dhskfu`ùl Ckaknun mu krh rb` kpb`behtln, nl umu` hvkmech`lstln trkmsdlth b vhsth aum6 Iudmhzhu hsth sunlhmt! Wuthd s

dprtld knhst dhskf, s-` trld sku s rdmhd lmiljhrhml,s mu nrhihd sku s esld kreudhmth prlm nkrh s mh fustlnddhilbnrltkthk.

Aunurlk mu hsth b ihprtkrh ih prba`hdh, hsth um ihpbzlt ihahùe. m dbdhmtu` m nkrh vhl plhrih tbtu` l mu l dkl rdmhmldln ihnt Iudmhzhu, vhl kk n Iudmhzhu hsth sunlhmt.Ckaknun k trlt mtr-b phrlbki mhker k lstbrlhl pbpbruùlLsrkh`, nclkr mklmth ih nkptlvltkthk akal`bmlkm, lkr prbjhll hrkuvzul nk mlth iudkml kl pbpbruùl, nk tritbrl nkrh kmumkuirdkrhk Yhdpùùl l nkptlvltkthk ùl Lsrkh` m Akal`bm, lkrknhst dhskf ih `k Iudmhzhu k jnut vlk erhk dkl du`tbrprbjhl, l Ckaknun mu k jnut hxnhplh ih `k rheu`. Ckaknunhrk m dkrl mhnkzurl, ms k ihn`krkt aunurlk Ibdmuùl phsthvlkk sk l knhst ùnru k ihvhmlt trlk ùl m knh`h dbdhmth erh`h.Knhkst ktltuilmh, nu nkrh h` k prlvlt vlkk, k ihvhmlt um dbttbphmtru ehmhrklk nkrh s-k mtbrs ilm Akal`bm, l Mhhdlk, Hzrk lnhl`k`l `lihrl mihdmku pbpbru` kstjh`6 Aunurlk Ibdmuùl hsthtrlk vbkstr.(Mhhdlk 36;7)

m dbdhmtu` m nkrh Ckaknun k prldlt dhskfu` fuihnllùl Iudmhzhu ksuprk pbpbruùl, k kvut b rhknlh mkturk`6 s-kn`tlmkt ph plnlbkrh, l s-ku mn`htkt auzh`h, l trhdurku ehmumnclll k sldlt bru` erbkzhl m tbkt lmk ul,1ms, m pbik knhsthlstrl, h` mu k prlvlt `k prba`hdh, sku `k h`, nl `k Iudmhzhu lk mnhput s ihn`krh aunurlh phsth vlkk ùl. Ybkth vlm l trhn,

ms Iudmhzhu rdmh. Ikn mh ked ih unrurl`h trhntbkrh1.Ckaknun >6;: Nmi kd kuzlt ùnru` knhstk, dl s-k nutrhdurkt trupu`? `k vhsthkknhkstk, dl sh mbkr auzh`h, dl lmtr putrhzlrhk m bksh, l-dl trhdur ehmumncll.Nnl k puthk bkrh kthptk m tnhrh zluk mhnkzuùl, zluk nmi ksuprltbru` vk dhrehdpbtrlvk pbpbruùl2


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trhnhd l mbl bikt nu h`h, ikn mh prlmihd tkrh ih Iudmhzhuvbd rdmhk vhmln nu H`.

H mkturk` s kvhd prba`hdh, h mkturk` s mh pkmlnd ktumnlnmi kuzld vhtl rh`h, ms mu knhsth unrurl trhaulh s ihmhksnvlkk mbkstr, nl nrhilmk ihn`krkt m Iudmhzhu. Jrlnk, pkmlnk,sumt ibkr ksc-url nbmtrknkrkth ih nrhilm l knlumh. Jrlnk hsthrhknlk mkturk`, nrhilmk hsth rhknlk suprkmkturk`. Erbkzk hsthrhknlk bdhmhksn, aunurlk hsth rhknlk iudmhzhlksn. Ckaknunk ihn`krkt aunurlh phsth vlkk ùl mu phmtru k mhek prba`hdk,nl phmtru k ihn`kmk dlmumhk. Aunurlk tk ` pumh m dlnkrhph Iudmhzhu. Mu th pbl aunurk m Iudmhzhu jr nrhilm.Mu ` pbl bmbrk ph Iudmhzhu mtr-um dbi dkl jrudbs ihntktumnl nmi th aunurl ih rh`klk tk nu H`. Aunurlk ihn`kmhkzahùeu` splrltuk`6 Nh` nu lmldk duùdlt krh um bsp mhnurdkt.(Wrbvhrah ;86;8).

Aunurlk mu hsth um iuc, hsth um irud. @ul Ckaknun l-kjbst erhu s ihn`krh aunurlk sk m Ibdmu`, ikr k tlut n vk l dkl erhu ikn mu b ihn`kr. Hsth kihvrkt, tbt nhhk nh ihn`krlkrh prhu` su, ms nhhk nh mu ihn`krl krh um prh l dkl dkrh.Wkvh`, prlmtrh k`th mihdmurl>ph nkrh `h-k ikt `lphml`br, k jbstknhstk6 Aunurkl-v tbtihkumk m Ibdmu`! Lkrl zln6 Aunurkl-v!(Jl`lphml 969) Aunurlk hsth umk ilmtrh rbkih`h Iucuùl ^jmt.Aunurlk hsth nu`tlvkt prlm ùnrkrhk Iucuùl ^jmt m vlkkmbkstr. Mu tlu ih nh Iudmhzhu k`heh nk`hk mhnkzuùl nk sihzvb`th m mbl b ktltuilmh duùdltbkrh l rhnumbsntbkrh, ikrsh ibvhihth n mu l pbl pbrumnl6 Knud d aunur! Yrhaulhs kl um dbtlv, lkr Iudmhzhu ihzkdbrshkz tbkth dbtlvh`hkrtlnlk`h phmtru k mh puthk akzk aunurlk mbkstr mudkl ph H`.

Kihvrktk aunurlh mu vlmh ilm ilspbzllk mbkstr kjhntlv,nl hsth um ikr ph nkrh Iucu` ^jmt ` nu`tlv m mbl. Ckaknun s-kùptkt nu Iudmhzhu, k jbst dmlbs, k jbst p`lm ih kdrnlumh,

ms k mvkt n aunurlk m Ibdmu` hsth nhk dkl dkrh nbdbkr

>.mihdmurl hsth um nuvmt ih kdbrtlzkrh, ms nuvmtu` pbtrlvlt hsth pbrumnl(m. k.).


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ph nkrh b krh l mu l pbkth phrdlth s b plkri. Aunurlk mnhphm balmulmk vlhll l sh nu`tlv m dbmbtbmlk hvhmldhmth`br

zl`mlnh. Aunurlk mu lmh ih phrsbmk`ltkth, lmh ih ilspbmlal`ltkth.Aunurlk mu hsth nk`ltkthk nh`br hxtrbvhrtll, nl k nh`br nkrh kunu`tlvkt ihphmihmk ih Iudmhzhu l duùdlrhk phrsbmk`.Ikn mu th pbl aunurk kstzl, m akmk`ltkthk hvhmldhmth`brzl`mlnh, mu l pbl ldpumh s th aunurl m phrlbkik ih mnhrnkrh.Aunurlk mu hsth b ibrlm, hsth b ilmkdln. Aunurlk sh nu`tlvzl`mln.

Aunurlk mu hsth b ilstrknlh, hsth b ilsnlp`lm. Ckaknun mu s-kaunurkt phmtru k prhk dkl nluikt, nl k k`hs aunurlk, ktltuilmhnu nkrh l nbmjrumtk sltuklk vlhll. Aunurlk ùl Ckaknun muihrlv ilm surs kjhntlv, nl hsth b ihnlzlh k nrhilmhl prlm nkrhk`heh s-@ bmbrhzh ph Iudmhzhu. m sltuklk m nkrh sh kkCkaknun mudkl ih aunurlh mu pbkth vbrak, ms lmldk ùl

Ckaknun k jbst prhikt Ibdmuùl l h` k knnhptkt sltuklk nk bhxprhslh k vbll ùl Iudmhzhu. Nmi th mtrlsthzl l sàhtl mmhnkzurl`h vlhll, pul um shdm ih mtrhakrh ksuprk suvhrkmltllùl Iudmhzhu. Iudmhzhu hsth suvhrkm, lmh tbtu` m nbmtrb`,lkr nh` nrhilmnlbs nkrh knnhpt suvhrkmltkthk @ul sh aunur np`kmu` @ul sh vk dp`lml m lstbrlh l m vlkk hnrhl phrsbkmh.

^hmtldhmtu` ph nkrh `-k trlt Ckaknun hsth kshdmtbr

shmtldhmtuùl ph nkrh nhl dkl du`l bkdhml ` trlhsn kstzl,l kmudh, knh`k n ùnrurl`h ku snpkt ih sua nbmtrb`? ms,iup nh s-k nbmjrumtkt nu Iudmhzhu, lmldk ùl s-k `lmltlt lk nptkt pknh, phmtru n l-k ikt shkdk n Iudmhzhu tlh nhjknh l nud jknh, lkr h` mu krh mlnl nkpknltkthk, mlnl kutbrltkthk s

fuihnh dbiu` m nkrh Iudmhzhu unrhkz. H` s-k aunurkt phmtrun k rhk`lzkt nlmh hsth Iudmhzhu Iudmhzhu` ûvhrkm, l

ih nhhk nh jknh Iudmhzhu prbvlihm ùnrkrhk prlm nkrhIudmhzhu l dp`lmhth p`kmu` û, Iudmhzhu` dmtulrlldh`h. Kihvrktk aunurlh hsth m Ibdmu` Iudmhzhu hsthsursk l supbrtu` aunurlhl mbkstrh.


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Aunurlk mu hsth b ihhrtnlumh, hsth um ihzmbidmt. mknh` dbdhmt, Ckaknun tlk ihzmbidmtu` l kvhk `k ilspbzllh

ibu pbslal`ltl6 h s tkn, h s vbrahksn. K puthk kthptkm tnhrh zluk mhnkzuùl2 H` k`heh s ihn`krh6 D vbl aunurkm Ibdmu`. Hxlst dhmtk`ltkthk n mu nbmthkz ilspbzllk,ktltuilmhk nu nkrh kabrihzl ùnrurl`h. Jlh n d aunur, h n mu,h knh`kl ùnru? h n ihn`kr almh`h phsth vlkk dhk, h n mu,sltuklk rdmh knhhkl? h n sumt trlst sku aunurbs mldln mush snclda. Ak sh snclda! Ktltuilmhk nu nkrh kabrihzl vlkk,vk ihml vlkk tk. Ikn prlvhtl nu rhshdmkrh vlkk, vhl kvhk bvlk mjrmt? ikn prlvhtl nu hmtuzlksd vlkk, vhl kvhk b vlk

dp`lmlt. Mu hsth vbrak ih dkelh, hsth vbrak ih prlmnlplu. Zlkkmbkstr mu st m puthrhk mbkstr, nl m puthrhk ùl Iudmhzhu.Ktumnl nmi mh aunurd b jknhd mu phmtru n sumthd mklvl, nl

phmtru n tldnlmh hsth Iudmhzhu, lkr aunurlk mbkstr hsth mH`. Iudmhzhu hsth sursk, supbrtu` l snbpu` vlhll mbkstrh.

^pumh-dl nud l ihmhtl vlkk l l spum nh vlk kl! Ihlkpkrhmt ihzmbidmtu` hrk tlut, Ckaknun k k`hs s ihn`krhaunurlk sk m Ibdmu`, ihphmihmk sk ih H` l, kstjh`, k ihn`krktum k`t ihzmbidmt. Zhl kvhk pkrth ih ihzmbidmtu` ph nkrh

` kthpl. Ikn mu th mnmt ilrhnlk vlhll tk`h, ihn`kr um k`tihzmbidmt6 Zbl dhreh ph m`ldh nu Iudmhzhu. Zlkk tkst m puthrhk tk, m nuvlmth`h tk`h. Nuvlmth`h tk`h ihmhsn vlkktk. Mlnl Iudmhzhu mu trhnh phsth nuvlmth`h tk`h, phmtru n h`hhxprld ihnlzll`h tk`h, lkr H` k k`hs s th nrhhzh nu vblm `lahr,

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l nkrh mu-l dhrlt mlnlbikt prhu`. ^ùfhsn ikn d kfuls Ikn d almhnuvmthzl ktumnl b s iku zhnlulk`, b s

u ikrmln, bspltk`lhr, Yh vbl lual ikn vhl jknh, Zbl dhrehdlslbmkr iknLknbv mtrunclphkz tlpb`belk sùfltbruùl sbnbtltbr. H`

l nbmillbmhkz rh`kll`h sk`h nu bkdhmll l nu Iudmhzhuibkr ih irkeu` lmthrhsuùl phrsbmk`. Ikn knhk nbmillhmu hrk mihp`lmlt ih nh` nbmillbmkt, rh`klk sh vk ruph.Nbmillbmkrhk umhl rh`kll ibvhihth jrkel`ltkthk hl. Dbiu` m

nkrh pumh prba`hdk hsth jk`ldhmtkr tbndkl prlm jkptu` n brlnhnbmillbmkrh ldpus `ldlthkz kdah`h prl ldp`lnkth. B kstjhìh rh`klh ibvhihth `lpsk numbkthrll ùl Iudmhzhu. Mu th pblkprbplk ih Iudmhzhu nu prhfuihnl`h l prhthmll`h tk`h l s l

dp`lmlt splrltuk` m knh`kl tldp.

^ùflrh nkuzkt. m knhst nkz, Iudmhzhu hsth sùflt sku lualt

phmtru nh hsth, krh sku jknh. Knhst tlp ih dbtlvklh rhhntktltuilml ih tlpu`6Yh sùfhsn phmtru n htl aum, d-kl dmtult,d-kl prbthfkt, dl-kl ikt prbsphrltkth

Knhst tlp ih sùflrh pbkth prhk ihstu` ih aum, dkl k`hs nmifuihnd ilm phrsphntlv udkm. Ybl ibrld s d luall lkprhnlkl phmtru nh sumthd l phmtru nhhk nh jknhd. Knhst tlp ihsùflrh hsth prhjhrkal` tlpuùl ih sùflrh nbmillbmkt, ikr tbtulb kstjh` ih sùflrh hsth mhsleur l vrhdh`mln.

Knuzk ph nkrh b prhzlmt ^ktkm ùl Iudmhzhu nu prlvlrh `kLbv hsth tbndkl knhkstk6 Lbv sùfhth nkuzkt? kmu`hkz nkuzk l kls vhzl n l hjhntu` vk ilsprhk6 ^l ^ktkmk k rspums Ibdmuùl6Bkrh ihehkak sh thdh Lbv ih Iudmhzhu2 Mu `-kl bnrbtlt Yu ph h`,nksk ùl l tbt nh hsth k` ùl2 Kl almhnuvmtkt ùnru` dlml`br ùl, lturdh`h ùl knbpr krk. Ikr lk mtlmih-l dmk, l ktlmeh-Yh ih tbt nhkrh, l sumt sleur n Yh vk a`hsthdk m jk(Lbv ;6


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Nh ntle ikn Yh sùfhsn2

H nu putlm b `blk`ltkth tbtk` l mhnbmillbmkt, slmnhr jkih Iudmhzhu, jr s-L pumhd nbmilll, jr rhzhrvh, jr

prbdlsluml ih nkrh s mh kmnbrd2Lbv hsth vlntldk umul rdke jnut m nhr, um rdke ihnkrh h` mu tlk. l nkrh k jbst vlmk ul2 Jkptu` n hrk mhprlcmltl mu dkl hrk mldhml nk h`. Nhhk nh l s-k mtdp`kt ùl Lbv hsthb trkehilh lmnrhilal` l mhdhrltkt. Qmi ph rmi, dhskehrllku sbslt nu vhtl`h `br nutrhdurtbkrh, lkr Lbv jknh um ùnru nkrhmh uùlhth ph tbl. K nzut nu jkk `k pdmt l L-k ikt s`kvùl Iudmhzhu6 Eb` kd lhlt ilm pmthnh`h dklnll dh`h l eb` dvbl mtbkrnh m smu` pdmtuùl. Ibdmu` k ikt l Ibdmu` k ùkt,almhnuvmtkt h Mudh`h Ibdmuùl!(Lbv ;611)

Nu sleurkm bdu` dbihrm mu mt`mhth m vlkk ùl ikth`hprba`hdhl ùl Lbv6 ikr ih nh sumt ktt ih pulml bkdhml nkrh dklku b kshdhmhk rhknlh m jkk rhk`ltl`br m nkrh trlhsn2 Nbmtlmuls nrhi n ldkelmhk ùl Lbv hsth slmeu`kr l n mu k dkl jbstmldhml nk h` m nhhk nh prlvhth nbdpbrtkdhmtu` l ktltuilmhk nunkrh k nbmjrumtkt sujhrlmk, ihl sumt du`l nkrh ku hxphrldhmtktsujhrlmk.;Mu vbd kvhk mlnlbikt pkrth ih sujhrlmk ul Lbv, ikrmlnl mu trhaulh s-b kvhd phmtru k mh numbkth erkiu` ihilnrllmbkstrh. Nbmthxtu` hsth k`tu`, ikr ikth`h hshmlk`h k`h prba`hdhlrdm knh`hkl.

^ùflrh nlrnudstkmlk`. Nhk ih-k trhlk jbrd ih sùflrh hsthstrms `hekt ih k ibuk l krh nkrknthr thdpbrkr l sltuklbmk`.Htlnk umul kstjh` ih sùfltbr sh kikpthkz sltuklhl, mu krhstkmikri, phrdkmhm sku nbmtlmultkth. Knhst bd mu tlh nh

mshkdm sktlsjknlk vlntbrlhl, phmtru n mlnlbikt mu ùpt. Nhhsth dkl ubr l dkl prbtkal` nbmthkz phmtru h` l mu hzlt mk k`heh sldpù` l ldhilktu`. Iudmhzhu, phmtru h`, mu hsth bprlbrltkth, ikr mlnl b kashm. m lstk ul ume ph nkrh b krh, l il ùl Iudmhzhu b prtlnln, ikr s mu bnuph prhk du`t tldp. mjumnlh ih sb`lnltrl, l stkal`hth prberkdu`. Nh hsth urehmt vk m nkpu` `lsthl, lkr nhhk nh hsth ldpbrtkmt hsth erhlt hvkùkt.

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Knhst tlp ih sùfltbr mu lk m nk`nu` nbstu` sùflrll, nl, nclkrikn plhrih tbtu`, tlh n sh vk ntlek ph slmh. m knhkst sùflrh

h` ult ih slmh phmtru n irkebsthk ùl Iudmhzhu l nkpthkztbkt kthmlk. Nclkr ikn sh fhrtjhth, mu nbmslihr knhst ùnruirhpt um sknrlnlu jurkt sku nhrlt, nl irult ilm irkebsth.

,,Z mihdm ikr, jrkl`br, phmtru miurkrhk ùl Iudmhzhu, skiunhl trupurl`h vbkstrh nk b fhrtj vlh, sjmt, p`nut ùl Iudmhzhu?knhkstk vk ilm pkrthk vbkstr b sùfa iucbvmlnhksn. (Qbdkml;16;)Ikn sùflrhk trhaulh jnut m dbi vbùmtkr, phrdkmhmt l`blk`, ih nh l mihkdm Wkvh` ph nltltbrll sl s lmllhzh knhstknt2 Kihvrktk ihilnkrh krh `bn jr b nbmstrmehrh hxthrlbkr.^ùflrhk hsth supus vblmhl udkmh2 Qspumsu` hsth ihnt umu`slmeur6 ik. Mu puthd jknh mldln jr knbriu` tbtk` k` vblmhlmbkstrh. ûmthd `lahrl l rhspbmskal`l. K `lahr mshkdm kk`heh. l nkrh pbkth hxprhslk nhk dkl sua`ld k `lahrtll dh`hihnt s k`he s d supum ùl Iudmhzhu2 Bdu` vk rsp`tltih Iudmhzhu mu phmtru rhzu`tktu` sùflrll ul, nl phmtru knlumhksùflrll? phmtru n s-k supus ktumnl nmi puthk s mu sh supum.

Kihvrktk sùflrh ala`ln krh `bn ktumnl nmi d supum ihaum vblh ùl Crlstbs? H` dl hsth Ibdm l ^tpm, lkr hu umrba jhrlnlt. Knhkstk mu hsth b phrsphntlv h`ltlst sku hxtrhd,nl umk jbkrth prkntln. Knhkstk hsth sùflrhk ph nkrh b kthkptIudmhzhu.


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Lsus `h-k zls6 Kihvrkt, kihvrkt, v spum,

n, ikn mu dmnkl trupu` Jluùl bduùl, l iknmu ahl smeh`h @ul, m-kvhl vlkk m vbl mlv. Nlmhdmmn trupu` Dhu l ahk smeh`h Dhu, krh vlkkvhmln? l Hu ` vbl mvlk m zluk ih kpbl. Nnl trupu`

Dhu hsth nu kihvrkt b crkm, l smeh`h Dhu hsth nukihvrkt b autur. Nlmh dmmn trupu` Dhu l ahksmeh`h Dhu, rdmh m Dlmh, l Hu rdm m h`.

Lbkm :68>-8:

Ihvll nhhk nh nbmsudl!Hxlst b nkrknthrlstln umlvhrsk` k bduùl ih nkrh ihplmih

dmtulrhk sku bsmilrhk ùl. Knhkst nkrknthrlstln l pbkthkiunh umk ilmtrh nh`h dkl dkrl p`nhrl, ikr kauzkt pbkthprbiunh jbkrth du`t iurhrh. Hsth vbrak ih b mhvblh k bduùl mhvblk ih k sh crml? l b knlumh k knhsthl mhvbl k dmnk.Ihmllk nhk dkl hxp`bktkt k bduùl m nbmthxtu` nu`turllshnu`krh hsth urdtbkrhk6 Bdu` hsth nbmsudktbr. Hnbmbdlk,strkthell`h ih dkrohtlme, kehmll`h ih pua`lnltkth ku, nk rklumh

jumikdhmtk` k nkdpkmll`br `br ih prbdbvkrh k iljhrlth`brprbiush, tbndkl knhkst ihmllh k bduùl. Mu mudkl n bdu`hsth um nbmsudktbr, ak nclkr umu` jhrbnh, dmi, nkrh vrhkilm nh m nh dkl du`t.

Kshrlumhk ih akz k nbdumlsduùl k jbst hek`lzkrhkrhsursh`br, phmtru nk tbkth mhvbl`h bduùl s h sktlsjnuth. Ihknhhk, s-ku nbmnhmtrkt ph stuill nkrh kvhku nk snbp ihmlrhk nt

dkl hxknt k mhvbl`br l dbik`ltkthk ih sktlsjknhrh k knhstbrk.m knhst jh`, hl ku ùkt m nk`nu` mhvbl`h l rhsursh`h, lkr sbùlk kjbst umljbrdlzkrhk knhstbrk. Mbrdk ih akz k nbdumlsduùl,jbrdu`kt ih Dkrx, hsth prlmnlplu` trhaulmh`br rbtktlvh


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hnrulk iup mhvbl, hnkrh iup nkpknltl. Erhhk`k ih akzk nbdumlsduùl k jbst mhekrhk umhl mhvbl jumikdhmtk`h k

bduùl mhvblk splrltuk`, mhvblk ih Iudmhzhu.m sbnlhtkthk nkpltk`lst bdu` hsth ihmlt irhpt nbmsudktbr,lkr nbmsudu` ùl nrhth l sh ilvhrsln. Erhhk`k sbnlhtllnkpltk`lsth shnu`krh hsth lembrkrhk mhvbll splrltuk`h k bduùl.Ikn m nkzu` nbdumltl`br kvhd ih-k jknh nu mhekrhk hl, mnkzu` nkpltk`ltl`br kvhd ih-k jknh nu lembrkrhk knhsthlk. Ybkthmhvbl`h sumt hxp`bktkth m sbnlhtkthk nkpltk`lst ihdbnrktln- hnkrh krh irhptu` s-l dp`lmhksn mhvblk ùl lmiljhrhmt ihnbsturl, ih bplmlk nhùl`k`t, ih dbrk`. Knhkst sbnlhtkth hsthihmlt, prlm kmkrclh, um ckbs ehmhrk`lzkt, m nkrh rh`ktlvlsdu`,dkthrlk`lsdu`, utl`ltkrlsdu` l shmzuk`lsdu` ibdmhsn. mtrhkekdhtkzln hsth rhius `k um shdm ih mtrhakrh.

Knhkst kabrikrh mu-` duùdhth ph bd, phmtru n m jhù`knhstk h` ihvlmh ilm nh m nh dkl mjbdhtkt, lkr ikn mu hsthshrvlt vk nutk m h` l m bjhrtk ldhilkt l lmstkmt crkmk ùl.^-k balmult s nudphrh tbtu` ih `k plk, s h shrvlt ldhilkt,l knhsth ksphnth s-ku trkmsjhrkt l m ibdhmlu` splrltuk` k` vlhllùl. ^bnlhtkthk ih nbmsud krh bjhrt phmtru brlnh sb`lnltkrh,nhrh l vhl prldl ldhilkt, lkr ikn mu tll nh trhaulh s nhrl th

mvd.Bdu` hsth nhhk nh dmmn, k krdkt `bsbju` dkthrlk`lst

ehrdkm Jhuhraknc, emilmiu-sh n prlm knhkst kshrlumhvk pumh nkpt tuturbr sphnu`kll`br lihk`lsth nkrh ibrhsn sihmhksn mtr-um dbi nbdprhchmslv l hxckustlv mkturkudkm. Ih jkpt, h` k hxprldkt jr s tlh b nbmnhplh purrh`lelbks ihsprh bd. Knhkstk hsth ihmllk rheslt m pkelml`h^mthl ^nrlpturl, mn ilm prldh`h nkpltb`h k`h nrll Ehmhsk.

m rh`ktkrhk ala`ln, bdu` hsth prhzhmtkt nk b lm mjbdhtktl mtrhkek ùdh nk crkm k sk. Wrldk pbrumn ph nkrh l-b iIudmhzhu bduùl hsth6 Iudmhzhu l-k almhnuvmtkt l `h-k zls6Nrhthl, mdu`ll-v, udp`hl pdmtu` l supumhl-`? l stpmll

phsth phtll drll, phsth psrl`h nhruùl l phsth brlnh vlhultbkrh nkrhsh dln ph pdmt.l Iudmhzhu k zls6 Lkt n v-kd ikt brlnh lkra


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nkrh jknh sdm l nkrh hsth ph jkk mtrheu`ul pdmt, l brlnh pbd,nkrh krh m h` rbi nu sdm6 knhkstk s h crkmk vbkstr.(Ehmhsk

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ihphmihml ih H`, ikr bdu` k k`hs s h ihphmihmt ih crkm.Bdu` k jb`bslt crkmk mtr-um dbi utl`ltkrlst, dkthrlk`lst l, m

knhst jh`, ùdhk k ihvhmlt bpkn? mu dkl krh knhk nkrknthrlstlntrkmsnhmihmt, knhk jumnlh ih k-@ rhvh`k ph Iudmhzhu. Ybtu` kihvhmlt shn l, m knh`kl tldp, kihdhmltbr. Wnktu` brlelmkr munbmst mudkl m jkptu` n bdu` mu s-k supus ùl Iudmhzhu?nl, dkl k`hs, n bdu` k mnhtkt s h mjbdhtkt ih Iudmhzhu lmudkl ih H`, k mnhtkt s-l vki mtrhkek sk vlk ihplmzmi ihnbdumlumhk nu Iudmhzhu.1

Du`th ùnrurl s-ku sncldakt m mkturk bduùl, ikr umu`slmeur k rdks knh`kl? um ksphnt nkrh trkvhrshkz hnkrhshnlumh k lstbrlhl dmtulrll mhvblk bduùl ih k sh crml, ihk nbmsudk. Knhkst nkrknthrlstln k mkturll udkmh k hxlstkt mHihm, mklmth ih Nihrh, `k Nihrh l iup Nihrh, m mtrheu`nurs k` lstbrlhl l vk nbmtlmuk m Nhr. Xm ùnru sleur nkrh sh vk

mtdp`k m Nhr hsth bspu` ih `k mumtk Dlrhùl, dksk k`turlih Kvrkkd, Lskkn l Lknbv.

Iudmhzhu `-k nbmtlhmtlzkt ph bd n dkl hxlst b crkm phnkrh bdu` trhaulh s b nbmsudh6 crkmk splrltuk`. Bdu` mu vk trlmudkl nu plmh, nl nu brlnh nuvmt nkrh lhsh ilm eurk ùl Iudmhzhu.(Ihuthrbmbd 36>, Dkthl 969). Iudmhzhu `-k nrhkt ph bd nuknhkst nkrknthrlstln k trhaulmh`br mhsktlsjnuth, ikr bdu` kphrvhrtlt-b. Iudmhzhu k nrhkt lmk udkm nu mhvbl, phmtru nkbdu` s-l eshksn dp`lmlrhk m H`. Iudmhzhu trhaulk s hsursk dp`lmlrll mhvbl`br mbkstrh. Nhk dkl dkrh flemlrh ph nkrhL-b kiunh bdu` ùl Iudmhzhu hsth tbndkl knhkstk6 n H` mu hsthnkpkal` s l sktlsjkn mhvbl`h sk`h.

Nhk dkl jksnlmkmt nkrknthrlstln k ùl Iudmhzhu hsthurdtbkrhk6 H` mu rhmum. Bdu` ihvlmh ilm nh m nh dkl

mjbdhtkt, ihvlmh heblst m sktlsjknhrhk mhvbl br ùl, nrldlmk` mibrlmk ùl ih k nbmsudk, lmilvliuk`lst m pbjtk sk mhstpmlt.Ikr Iudmhzhu mu k rhmumkt? ihl tbt vlsu` @ul nu prlvlrh `kbd s-k mrult, vlsu` prtlhl lmtldh, vlsu` aunurlhl mhptrumsh,vlsu` alrulmhl mhtlralth, H` k nbmtlmukt s-` nkuth ph bd.

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ekstrbmbdlhl, h` kiu`dhn nu bncll, lkr nuvlmth`h dh`h trhnph `me urhncl`h ùl jr s nrhhzh mlnlum jh` ih hjhnt. Mu d

ksnu`t, ikr mnhrn s-l ihsnrlu m nbmtlmukrh? pbkth, pbkth kds-l nkpthz kthmlk. Mu k rlilnb` m knhst nbmthxt2Hsth mbstld knhst hxhdpù l nbmslihrd knhkst snhm

nkrkeclbks. Ikr, ih nh mldhml mu shslzhkz nmi prhilnktbrll ihkzl ihvlm mudkl mlth nch`mhrl, nkrh, m bn s shrvhksn crkmk, hlibkr mh-b hxp`ln2 Wrlhthml, bkdhmll mu vlm s ksnu`th ilzhrtkll`hmbkstrh ihsprh ekstrbmbdlh, nl vlm s sh crmhksn. Mbl trhaulhs lmvltd bkdhmll s eusth, s dmmnh, mu s h hxp`lnd ibkrnkrh hsth eustu`. Zbl, tbl nhl mshtkl, vhmll `k kph, nclkr l nh` nh m-krh akml! Zhmll l nudprkl aunkth, vhmll l nudprkl vlm l `kpth,

jr akml l jr p`kt! Ih nh nmtrll krelmt phmtru um ùnru nkrh mucrmhth2 Ih nh v ikl ntleu` dumnll phmtru nhvk nkrh mu sktur2

Ksnu`tkl-D ikr, l vhl dmnk nh hsth aum, l suhtu` vbstru sh vkihsjtk nu aunkth eustbksh.(Lsklk 886;-1)

Wrhilnktbrll mu pbt s hxp`lnh nkrh hsth eustu` ul Iudmhzhu,

l mlnl mu trhaulh s mnhrnh s b jkn, knhst hjbrt mu kfut phmldhml. Nkrh hsth eustu` druùl, nkrh hsth eustu` akmkmhl, nkrhhsth eustu` ùl Iudmhzhu sku eustu` ùl Crlstbs. Mu trhaulh shxp`ln, nl s hxhdp`ln (prlm jkptu` n dmmn hu msudl) l s-llmvlt l ph nhl`k`l `k knhst ùnru. Alshrlnl`h sumt p`lmh ih nrhtlmlsuamutrll, nrhtlml nkrh `mnhzhsn sptdm iup sptdm,sphrmi n nlmhvk, nudvk, sh vk rlilnk l `h vk ik crkm, mu

mudkl s `h vbrahksn ihsprh hk.Crlstbs l-k ikt trupu` phmtru vlkk ùdll, phmtru crkmkùdll. Bdu` trhaulh s sh crmhksn nu Crlstbs. Yrupu` Dhuhsth nu kihvrkt b crkm, l smeh`h Dhu hsth nu kihvrkt b autur.(Lbkm :688) Jbkdhk hsth um dbtbr nkrh ihthrdlm nutkrhkbduùl iup Iudmhzhu. Lkt, vlm zl`h, zlnh Ibdmu` Iudmhzhu,nmi vbl trldhth jbkdhth m kr, mu jbkdhth ih plmh, mlnl shth ih kp,

nl jbkdh l shth iup kuzlrhk nuvlmth`br Ibdmuùl. Zbr prlahel ktumnlih `k b dkrh `k k`tk, ih `k dlkz-mbkpth `k rsrlt, vbr uda`k lstbvllmnbknh l mnb`b, nk s nkuth Nuvmtu` Ibdmuùl (Kdbs 36;;).Iudmhzhu k tlut n bdu` hsth b lm mjbdhtkt, l nk s vlm

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Crlstbs hsth b crkm vlh, mu b fhrtj dbkrt. H` hsth slmeurkcrkm nu kihvrkt sunlhmt l nu kihvrkt slbks? hsth lualrhk

ihvhmlt crkm. Nrhtlmlsdu` hsth sjrltu` brlnrhl rh`lell.Qh`lelk hsth mhnhskr knb`b umih hxlst um zli ihsprltbr mtrhbd l Iudmhzhu. Ikr Crlstbs, nkrh hsth Iudmhzhu l bd, kirdkt zliu` ihsprltbr. H` k lmkueurkt b mbu vlk, mu bmbu rh`lelh. Lsus hsth Qspumsu` `k tbkth rh`lell`h, phmtru n,

m H`, vlkk ph nkrh bdu` b plhriush, l-k jbst mkpblkt.>Lsus ilsnut nu um mbrbi nkrh @-k numbsnut nk ph Xmu` nkrh

jknh dlmuml, ikr mu knhsthk -ku ktrks k H`, nl dlmumhk mdu`lrllplml`br. Lsus, m nk`ltkthk k ih Aum mvtbr, k tlut s jb`bshksnhnkrh rhdkrn sku mtrhakrh k bkdhml`br l s-b trkmsjbrdh mtr-b bpbrtumltkth ih k ^h ihzvùl ph ^lmh nk Yrldls k` Yktùl.Knhtl bkdhml nhrhku um shdm phmtru k-@ rhnumbkth ph Dhslk.Nkphrmkudu`, bnu` m nkrh Lsus k jnut nh`h dkl du`th dlmuml, kihvhmlt `bnu` nu nhl dkl dplhtrll bkdhml? hl ku jnut rhjhrlrh `kb dlmumh trlt ih prlmll `br phmtru k mhek dlmumhk trlt ihhl. Hsth pbslal` s nrhzl n prlmll tl ku trlt dlmuml dkl dkrl,phmtru k mhek dlmuml`h ph nkrh `h-kl trlt tu msul. Ih balnhl,dlmuml`h pbvhstlth sumt nbmslihrkth dkl dkrl ihnt dlmuml`htrlth. Bkdhmll ilm Nkphrmkud mheku dlmumhk mdu`lrllplml`br tbndkl ph nbmslihrhmtu` n knhkstk mu pbkth hek`kdlmumhk dkmhl ilm pustlh. m knhst dbdhmt, Lsus krh um ilsnurskreudhmtktlv jbkrth trkmkmt nkrh l zeuiulh m nbmvlmehrl`h `brnclkr l ph unhmlnll @ul. m knhst dbdhmt, Lsus k jnut iljhrhmkilmtrh H` (Wlmhk ilm Nhr) l dkmk ilm pustlh.

Dkmk hrk b crkm dbkrt, Lsus hsth b crkm vlh? dkmk hsthb crkm zln, Lsus hsth b crkm splrltuk`? dkmk hrk trhntbkrh,Lsus hsth b crkm vhmln? dkmk sh hpulzk, Lsus hsth sunlhmt?dkmk suslmhk vlkk pdmthksn, Lsus hsth sursk l supbrtu`vlhll vhmlnh? dkmk k jbst trldls ilm mbrl, Lsus k vhmlt ilm Nhr,ih `k Iudmhzhu.

Lsus l-k dustrkt ph jkrlshl tbndkl phmtru knhst ùnru, hl shnbmslihrku stul, mhprlcmll l jr mhvbl splrltuk`h. Hxlst

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Jbkdhk iup Iudmhzhu hsth nbdaustlalù` pkslumllsplrltuk`h.D-kl miup`hnkt, Ibkdmh, l d-kd `skt miup`hnkt? kl

jbst dkl tkrh ihnt dlmh l d-kl alrult! m hnkrh zl sumt b prlnlmih rs, tbkt ùdhk l akth fbn ih dlmh. Nnl brl ih nth brl vbrahsn,trhaulh s strle6 ^l`mlnlh l kpskrh! Kk mnt nuvmtu` Ibdmuùldl kiunh mudkl bnkr l aktfbnur tbkt zluk. Ikn zln6 Mu vbldkl pbdhml ih H`, l mu vbl dkl vbral m Mudh`h @ul!, lkt n mlmldk dhk hsth nk um jbn dlstultbr, mncls m bksh`h dh`h. Nkut s-`bprhsn, ikr mu pbt.(Lhrhdlk 1765-


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Dl`k nkrh flemhth

Krtlnb` snrls m mudh`h prlhthmlhl dh`h nu Nbsdlm!

Dl`k hsth um shmtldhmt nkrh sh mkth m dlmh ktumnl nmi dmt`mhsn nu b phrsbkm nkrh sh k mtr-b sltuklh lmihzlrkal`.Dl`k hsth b prbvbnkrh k knlumh. Dl`k i mkthrh umul ilsnbmjbrt

pslcln, nkrh d nu`pkal`lzhkz. Mu dl ibrhsn s u m sltukllnkrh s ktrke dl`k nh`br`k`l, ikr mlnl m sltukll nkrh s d jkns hxphrldhmthz dl`k. Dl`k hsth msblt ih kmudlth rhknllvlsnhrk`h, shmtldhmth ih vlmbvlh l rulmh. Nk s snkp ih knhsthihzhncl`larh, mnhp s irulhsn nhrhtbruùl ilm dhtrbu, s

dprudut nhùl dmi l u`tldk aunkt ih plmh.

Dl`k hsth prkntlnkt ilm vkmltkth, mu ilm vlrtuth. Ihvlmh umdhnkmlsd ih kprkrh. Mh hsth thkd ih sltuklk nkrh prbvbkndl`, ih phrsbkmk vrhimln ih dl`, l ktumnl nmi knlbmd mvlrtuthk dl`hl, sphrd s d snutll ih hxphrlhmk nkrh s mhpbkt pumh m sltuklk ih k kvhk mhvblh ih dl`k shdhml`br.

Kvhd um nuvmt dkl nkì l dkl h`bnvhmt, nbmslihrkt slmbmldnuvmtuùl dl`6 nbdpkslumh. Nbdpkslumhk ldp`ln hdpktlh,

kmekfkrh, rhspbmskal`ltkth l lualrh. Dl`k mu sh emihth k nh``k`t,nl `k slmh. Mu sh kmekfhkz, nl sh hsnclvhkz. Nbdpkslumhk muhsth knh`kl ùnru nu dl`k. Nbdpkslumhk ` prhulhth ph nh` mmhvblh, dl`k ` lembr? pur l sldpù, mu-` vhih. Whmtru nh` dl`bs,mu hxlst J`brlm nh` bra, nl hxlst nh` bra. Nbdpkslumhk mumhke prba`hdk, nl b rhnumbkth l b nbmjrumt? ikr m kk jh`

mnt s mu-` flemhksn ph nh` nkrh b prldhth. Zk`bkrhk dbrk`

k phrsbkmhl hsth dkl ldpbrtkmt ihnt ikru` tu. Ikn htl mstkrh s kful, nh` dkl dkrh kfutbr hsth ktumnl nmi rhuhtl strkmsdll vk`bkrh l prhulrh. Wrlvlrhk tk s-l mt`mhksn bncll,dmk tk s-l ktlme plh`hk, lkr eurk tk s-l rbsthksn mudh`h.


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Nhl dkl du`l mu sh lmthrhshkz ih phrsbkmh`h nrbrk `h bjhrkfutbr, mu `h numbsn, mu `h tlu mudh`h, phmtru n mu nh` ph nkrh

`-ku kfutkt hsth ldpbrtkmt, nl kntu` ph nkrh hl `-ku jnut. Dl`k `br,dbalù` nkrltll, hsth vkmltkth, heblsd, dmirlh, lpbnrlzlhKrtlnbù` dhu mu trhaulh lmthrprhtkt nk um prbthst jnut

nkrltll, nl nk umu` mirhptkt dpbtrlvk ktltuilmll nkrh umhbrlb msbhth. Whrsbkmk nu ilzkal`ltl mu krh mhvblh ih dl`, krhmhvblh ih prhulrh. tlh n hsth iljhrlt l n tu numbtl knhst unru.Dkl tlh n, umhbrl, th pbkth mnurnk. Mu hsth nh` dkl ihzlrkal`

phrsbmkf k` nbmthxtuùl sbnlk`, ikr sh vrhk knnhptkt - mu tb`hrkt,lmnùs - mu supbrtkt, lualt - mu umu` nkrh s prldhksn dl`. Muhsth um dl`be? hsth um bd nkpkal`, nu rklumh, shmtldhmth lihthrdlmkrh. Ibrhth lualrh, ikr mu b lualrh ehmhrk`, umlvhrsk`,kastrknt, p`ktbmln, nl umk phrsbmk`, nbmnrht l ehmhrbks. Muvrhk s h um vkdplr k` sbnlhtll, b `heud, b `lpltbkrh?mu vrhk s l sh knbrih kmsh, mu vrhk s h mh`hs, mu vrhk s h

iljhrlt. Zrhk s h nh hsth l, dkl k`hs, s h. Mu krh mhvblh ihdl`, ikr tmfhth iup nbdpkslumh. Mu krh mhvblh ih tb`hrkm,ikr ehdh iup knnhptkrh. Mu krh mhvblh ih kfutbr, ikr ibrhths h ih jb`bs? s h bashrvkt, nrltlnkt, s h nk nhl`k`l. Mu krhprhthmlk s h pus m rmiu` nh`br`k`l, m `bnu` nkrh mu l shpbtrlvhth. Mlnlum bra mu vk prhtlmih s h bjhr, mlnlum b`be s

fbknh jbtak`, mlnlum dut s nmth m brnchstr, ms tbl vbr kvhk

ibrlmk ih k mu ilsnrldlmkl ktumnl nmi pbt jknh nhvk.Mu nhr ihnt s u, s hxlst, ikr mu hu brau`, dutu`,ckmilnkpktu`, nl hu bdu`. Whrsbkmk nu ilzkal`ltl muhsth um nhrhtbr. Nhrhtbru` sphr s prldhksn ih `k bkdhmlldl`bstlvl. l nk`n ph ihdmltkth l sh ihn`kr b vlntld? b vlntldnh krh mhvblh ih b dm mtlms l ehmhrbks. Whmtru Mudh`hùl Iudmhzhu, mu jknhl ilmtr-b phrsbkm nu ilzkal`ltl umnhrhtbr! Knhkst nbdpkrklh hsth flemltbkrh... Whrsbkmk nuilzkal`ltl hsth um bd nu rklumh, nu shmtldhmth, nu vblm, nuihdmltkth? luahth l ilsprhulhth. Mu nhr dl`, nhr s u trktktnk um bd. ^nuz-d, mu nhr, krd! Kstjh`, pbkth vhl mh`hehn sumt bd!


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@ktlmll mh`hehku prlm tb`hrkm nkpknltkthk ih k supbrtk,k miurk, k rhzlstk. ^hmsu` nh` dkl pbtrlvlt kr 6 k supbrtk

m tnhrh. Yb`hrkmk hsth ktltuilmhk `heltldkt sbnlk`, b iktbrlhbprhslv dbrk`, nkrh mu hsth msult ilm nbmvlmehrh skup`nhrh? ak dkl du`t, th supumh umbr hjbrturl phsth ilspbzllk

uzuk`, phsth ilspbmlal`ltkthk balmult. m knnhplk nbdum,tb`hrkmk shdmln, m prldu` rmi, lmiuèhm, meiulm,raikrh.

Bdhmlrhk k kvut mhvblh ih Ihn`krklk Irhpturl`br Bduùlnk s stktbrmlnhksn irhptu` k bplmlh, rh`lelh, hiunklh, dumnK jbst mhvblh ih @hehk Irhpturl`br Nlvl`h l ih knlumhk

dl`ltkmt k ùl Dkrtlm @utchr Olme phmtru k h`ldlmk ktltuilml`hih rkslsd l ur ih n`ks, m nhk dkl ihdbnrktln l `lahr krilm ùdh `k iktk rhsphntlv (;


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Hsth `ldphih, spumhk Zb`tklrh, n brlnh lms nkrh phrshnutum k`t bd, ph jrkth`h su, phmtru n mu krh knhhkl prhrh nk k ùl,

hsth um dbmstru. Whmtru k snpk ih knhkst htlncht sbnlkìh dbmstru lmtb`hrkmt, sumthd ektk s prkntlnd tb`hrkmk.Ihnl, tb`hrkmk hsth um dhnkmlsd ih hsnclvkrh, um dbi ih ksnpk ih ilmll krhl sbnlk`h l ih da`mzlrh k dbmstruùlnbmtlmehmt.

Hsth mhnhskr s jknhd ilstlmnlh mtrh tb`hrkrhk phrsbkmhll tb`hrkrhk lihl`br hdlsh ih rhsphntlvk phrsbkm. Yb`hrkrhkphrsbkmhl hsth b mbrd sbnlk`, mu d nbst mldln, pbkth ibkrljbmkrhk breb`luùl dhu prbsthsn? brlnud, tb`hrkmk d nbstdkl pulm ihnt lmtb`hrkmk. Hsth um nk`nu` ph nkrh dl-` jkn, umnk`nu` dhsnclm l dhrnkmtl`, nkrh ihvlmh b mn`lmklh dk`kilvk sbnlhtll pbstdbihrmh. Lpbnrlzlk sbnlk`, nkrh k nkmbmlzkttb`hrkmk, k ihvhmlt l hk b mbrd. Kd kfums s-dl h rulmhih nclpu` dhu ikn mu krh b dksn, ktumnl nmi d prlvhsn mbe`lmik nbdumltkr.

Yb`hrkrhk nh`br iljhrll dlh, m nhhk nh prlvhth nu`bkrhk plh`ll,kpkrthmhmk sbnlk`, nkrlhrk prbjhslbmk` sku k phrsbkmh`br nuilzkal`ltl, hsth ldphrktlv sbnlk`, lkr hu b prkntln m vlrtuthks`bekmuùl prhk ehmhrbs6 krdbmlh m ilvhrsltkth. Yb`hrkmkmu hsth b prkntln msnut ilm mn`lmklh, ilm mktlvu` phrsbkmhl?tb`hrkmk mu hsth prkntlnkt ilm p`nhrh, nl ilm lpbnrlzlh, ilmmhksudkrhk rhspbmskal`ltll sbnlk`h. Kah` trlhth m nbmtlmukrh

m ùdhk ùl Nklm, ikr knud, Nklm mu dkl pbkth s `bvhksn ph`k spkth. L s-k spus s tb`hrhzh, l kstk jknh6 tb`hrhkz. Yb`hrkmkùl Nklm hsth b dldkrh k mh`hehrll, b sldu`krh k knnhptrll, bdksn k kerhrll ùl Kah`. Kah` hxlst m ùdhk ùl Nklm, ikr h`trlhth nk um mhbashrvkt, nk um rhaut, mtr-b udh k lmiljhrhmhl,nkrh hsth nlmln ktumnl nmi sldu`hkz tb`hrkmk.

Nhk dkl mt`mlt jbrd ih tb`hrkm hsth lembrkmk. Kvmildprhslk n m-kd tlut, dlnbrhkz rhspbmskal`ltkthk dbrk`k bduùl jk ih bd. Mhtllmk dlnbrhkz, ikr mu threh vlmk.Lembrkmtu` hsth vlmbvkt ih msul lembrkmk sk. ^`bekmu` umhlnkdpkmll, lembrkmk th jknh nbdp`lnh, hsth jbkrth lmsplrkt.


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kailnkrhk ih k brlnh stkmikri l knnhpt prbdbvkrhk ldbrk`ltlll k lrhspbmskal`ltll dbrk`h. Nbruplk, dkmlpu`krhk lhxp`bktkrhk udkm sumt prhzhmth mtr-b sbnlhtkth m nkrh mudklsktlsjknlk ldhilkt nbmthkz. Jkdl`lk n`ksln mu dkl prhzlmt

lmthrhs. Mblumhk ih nupù hsth rhihmlt. Nbmnualmkfu`,ilvbru`, kvbrturl`h l kauzurl`h sumt kk ih jrhnvhmth, mntku ihvhmlt um ksphnt mbrdk` k` sbnlhtll pbstdbihrmh. @kturksplrltuk` hsth nutkt m bnu`tlsd l prkntlnl dlstlnh, sku hsthsktlsjnut prlm sldp`h sphnu`kll dhtkzlnh. Iudmhzhu,dmtulrhk, fuihnktk mk` l mvlhrhk sh rhiun tbkth `k um shdmih mtrhakrh, lembrkt nt ih du`t sh pbkth.

m knhkst sbnlhtkth ibdlmkt ih nbdprbdls l ur, umihmtumhrlnu` hsth ilm nh m nh dkl kimn, trhaulh s hxlsth bkdhmlnkrh prlm vlkk l drturlk `br pstrhkz hncl`laru` mhnhskr.Knhtlk sumt nrhtlmll kuthmtlnl, nkrh l eshsn shdmlnklk vlhll

m Iudmhzhu l m sùflrhk shdhml`br.Hsth mhvblh ih nrhtlml nkrh s-@ numbksn ph Iudmhzhu m

dbi phrsbmk`, nrhtlml nkrh s h b drturlh vlh k lmthrhsuùl

ùl Iudmhzhu phmtru mhprlcmlrh l hv`kvlh. Knhtl nrhtlml lnumbsn dlslumhk l dhskfu` l mu jkn k`tnhvk ihnt s-` prbn`kdh

mtr-um dbi sldpù l phrtlmhmt. Dhskfu` `br hsth kntuk` lknnhslal` l, m knh`kl tldp, rspumih mhvbl`br bkdhml`br.


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Kdprhmtk prlmnlpll`br

Crlstbs mh vk dhmlmh mtr-b stkrh ih sdhrhmlh, nkrh vk alrulbrlnh emi krbekmt. ûmthd hek`l ph nhk dkl mk`t trhkpt k

snrll vk`brlnh.Ikn Iudmhzhu hsth Ykt` mbstru l mbl sumthd ll @ul,ktumnl vbd kvhk b nbdumlnkrh `lk` aum. Nbdumlnkrhk nuIudmhzhu (ruenlumhk) vk iunh `k b nbdumlnkrh dkl aumnu nhl`k`l (prtlh)? kstjh` vbd trkmsdlth nkrknthru` @ul, nkrhhsth irkebsth, irhptkth l smhmlh. Zbd lmuhmk l mu vbd lmuhmkl, vbd kvhk vhrtlnk`ltkth l mu vbd n`tlmkl sua

prhslumhk kmturkfuùl.Numbkthrhk knhstul prlmnlplu iunh `k numbkthrhkkutbrltll mbkstrh prlm Iudmhzhu. Alshrlnk hsth lmstltult ihCrlstbs l mu pbkth mjrmt ih mlnlb nu`tur, slsthd pb`ltlnsku sbnlk`. Alshrlnk vk rhmkth iktbrlt ùl Crlstbs. Alshrlnk hsthvlh phmtru n Crlstbs hsth vlu. Kutbrltkthk Alshrlnll sh iktbrhkzùl Iudmhzhu l ^nrlpturll, stkmikrih`br dbrk`h l kihvruùl

kasbùt `k nkrh mh rkpbrtd.

1. Wrlmnlplu` hxhdpùùlKnhst prlmnlplu ihnureh ilm kp`lnkrhk prlduùl prlmnlplu.

Nrhtlmu` nkrh l numbkth lihmtltkthk vk um hxhdpù. H` vk ùdlmk ùdll ph vrj ih dumth, mu ksnums mtrh zliurl`humhl alshrlnl. Yrhaulh s mh ihbshald ih ùdh prlm dbiu`

mbstru ih vlk. mtr-b sbnlhtkth m nkrh nuvmtu` ih brilmh hsthsncldakrhk, mtr-b nu`tur kmtlthtln nrhtlmlsduùl, nrhtlmlltrhaulh s h ilstlmnl. @hel`h sh snclda, thcmb`belk sh snclda,nu`turk sujhr trkmsjbrdrl? tbtul, m knhsth sncldarl, nrhtlmlltrhaulh s-l pstrhzh nk`hk nhk irhkpt bpummiu-sh vkùùlvrhdll l shnu`krlzrll nrhsnmih.

Dbiu` m nkrh nrhtlmll l jb`bshsn tldpu`l akmllsumt ibdhmllm nkrh trhaulh s ibvhild b k`t kabrikrh. Du`l bkdhml lplhri nhk dkl dkrh pkrth k tldpuùl ultmiu-sh `k th`hvlzbr, lkrdkfbrltkthk prberkdh`br mu sumt hilnktbkrh, m nh` dkl aumnkz sumt ihnbmhntkmth. ^tktlstlnl`h spum n bdu` ih rmi phtrhnh


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zl`mln dkl almh ih pktru brh m jkk th`hvlzbruùl, lkr knhkstnljr sh pkrh n hsth vk`kal` l m nkzu` nrhtlml`br. Jr s dkl

vbrald ih nh`h`k`th hjhnth mhektlvh k`h vlzlbmrll prberkdh`brYZ, mh pumhd mtrhakrhk6 dhrlt um kpkrkt ktt ih du`t tldpilm tldpu` mbstru2 ^nrlpturk mh spumh6 Qsnudprkl vrhdhk nzl`h`h sumt snurth.(Hjhshml 86;:) Yldpu` mbstru trhaulh lmvhstlthnlhmt. ^lmeuru` ùnru nkrh mu dkl pbkth rhnuphrkt, biktnch`tult, hsth tldpu`. Wuthd s-` lmvhstld phmtru vhmlnlh sku

` lrbsld dprhum nu vlkk mbkstr. Yldpu` mshkdm vlk.

Yldpu` l vlkk sh snure nbmnbdlthmt. K lmvhstl tldpu` hnlhmtmshkdm k trl b vlk rhk`lzkt. K mu prhul tldpu` mshkdmk mu prhul vk`bkrhk vlhll. Nrhtlmll l ibvhihsn mh`hpnlumhkktumnl nmi tlu l ibvhihsn prkntln ldpbrtkmk tldpuùl l kvlhll.

m ibdhmlu` jb`bslrll akml`br l k` k`tbr rhsursh, trhaulh s mhihbshald ih udh. Ybl sumthd kjhntkl ih lmklh, ikr nuvmtu`

abelh l nkpt shmsu` mudkl nmi jb`bsld akmll mbtrlphmtru unrkrhk ul Iudmhzhu. Xmll ilm mbl mu id mlnl zhnlulk`klmstltult mn ilm Zhnclu` Yhstkdhmt, ikrdlth vlkk, suhtu` ltbt nh kvhd phmtru aumu` dhrs k` dprlhl ul Iudmhzhu. IhlAlshrlnk krh rhsursh dkthrlk`h phmtru k nbmvhrtl ùdhk, hk hsth`ldltkt ilm nkuzk zernhmlhl l meustldll vlzlumll umbr dhdarlih-kl hl. Brlnh lmvhstllh phmtru dlslumh, hvkmech`lzkrh, prblhnth

sbnlk`h, suslmhrhk stuihml`br, hiunklh htn. hsth b mhdsurktnbdbkr m nhrurl. Ih nh s trld srknl nmi kvhd prlmnlplu`prbsphrltll `k mihdmk mbkstr2 Ikl l vl sh vk ik! Iknhnkrh nrhtlm kr nrhilmnlbs knhstul prlmnlplu k` Ala`lhl, k`tk kr stkrhk Alshrlnll, dlsluml`br l nclkr mlvhù` ih trkl k` sbnlhtll.Nrhtlmll trhaulh s nrhki dkl du`t m prbdlsluml`h Ala`lhl,ihnt m e`ksu` jk`ldhmtkr k` sbnlhtll. Iudmhzhu dhrlt dkldu`t nrhilt ihnt brlhmtkrhk sbnlhtll. Nlrnudstkmh`h m nkrhtrld rhprhzlmt rhk`ltkthk, ikr mu l kihvru`. Kihvru` hsthIudmhzhu. Mbl k`hehd s d rball ih nlrnudstkmh, sku sd `lahrl knnhptmi kihvru`.


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hsth umu` slmeur6 Crlstbs. Crlstbs Alrultbru` dbrll, @udlmk@udll, Dmtultbru` bduùl, ^phrkmk Alshrlnll. Alshrlnk trhaulh

s-@ prhzlmth ibkr ph Crlstbs nk sbùlh phmtru ùdh. Nh` dklpeuabs dhskf hsth kius ktumnl nmi Crlstbs hsth prhzhmtkt nksbùlh k`thrmktlv, sku, phmtru umll, nk vkrlkmt rhtrberki. Hxlstb ktltuilmh prkntln ehmhrk` k nrhtlml`br, prlm nkrh nbmslihr nAla`lk mu krh tbkth rspumsurl`h phmtru mtrharl`h hxlsthmlk`hk`h bduùl l, m nbmshnlm, sh pbkth kph`k k rspumsurl ikth ih`bzbh l pslcb`belh, sku nclkr k`th tllmh susphnth.

Wslcb`belk krh m hk um dhskf phrlnu`bs prlm jkptu` n knbribduùl nkrh jknh kastrknlh ih Iudmhzhu b kms. Wslcb`belkhsth aum? ms, ktumnl nmi shnbmihkz dhskfu` Hvkmech`lhl,ihvlmh ihvkstktbkrh. Wslcb`belk krh m hk dhskfu` urdtbr6 ikntll thbrll`h pslcb`belhl, pbl s-l nbmtrb`hzl vlkk ih jkdl`lh,rh`kll`h, vlkk lmthrlbkr. Mu kl mhvblh ih Iudmhzhu phmtru kkvhk pknh sku rh`kll sb`lih, nl ih kp`lnkrhk nbrhnt k kmudltbrthbrll. m knh`kl jh`, tllmk krh l hk um dhskf phrlnu`bs? lkmudh, n prberhsu` ehmhrkt ih tllm vk ihthrdlmk aumstkrhklihk` phmtru bd. tllmk hsth aum? ms prba`hdk sk kpkrhktumnl nmi bdu` balmult mnhph s nrhki n tllmk hsthdmtultbkrh, n l pbkth ksleurk rklu` klnl ph pdmt. Wuthdahmhnlk ih ph urdk tllmhl, ih ph urdk pslcb`belhl, ms muktumnl nmi knhsthk ku m krlk `br ih ktrknlh mudkl prbdlslumlnkrh ku rbù` s-` mihprthzh ph bd ih Iudmhzhu, ih LsusCrlstbs, ih Hvkmech`lh. Iudmhzhu krh um slmeur Dmtultbr, lknhstk hsth Lsus Crlstbs. Ikn dmtulrhk, hncl`laru` vlhll, pknhksuhtuùl, aunurlk pdmthksn pbkth ksleurkt prlm brlnhk`tnhvk, ktumnl Crlstbs mu hsth Dmtultbr. Dhskfu` Alshrlnll hsthumu` l mudkl umu`6 Crlstbs.

Wrbn`kdkrhk Hvkmech`lhl hsth iktbrlk hnrul nrhtlm.

Wrlmnlplu` kpbstb`ktuùl hsth urdtbru`6 ^-l numbtl dhskfu` ls-` prbn`kdl! Qspmilrhk Hvkmech`lhl mshkdm prbn`kdkrhkmhprlcmlrll l k vlhll knb`b umih ibdmhth pnktu` l dbkrthk.Ikn vk hxlstk vrhbikt b rhmkthrh k rh`lelhl, ktumnl prbdbtbrllhl mu vbr bkdhml nkrh vbr kph`k `k brlnh dhtbi mudkl nk


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s h rh`hvkml phmtru bdu` dbihrm nh prhkdrhth rklumhk.Hvkmech`lk mu krh mhvblh ih kfustrl sku ih kiuelrl, hk trhaulh

trkmsdls nu dkxld knurkthh. Hvkmech`lk hsth um dhskf nkrhtrhaulh trkmsdls nu ih`ltkth, h` mu krh mhvblh ih kikptkrhsku kprkrh. Whthr Ahrehr k snrls m rhvlstk Mhhihi6 Lzauemlrl`h

puthrmlnh k`h nrhilmhl ku jbst nkrknthrlzkth mtbtihkumk ih kpkrllkumbr bkdhml nu nbmvlmehrl jhrdh, nkrh mu knnhpt mlnlum jh` ihnbdprbdls. Whrlbkih`h nrhilmhl mu sumt nkrknthrlzkth ih ilk`be, nlih prbn`kdkrh. Wrhbnupkrhk phmtru strunturl`h lmstltulbmk`h

k`h Alshrlnll vk zkikrmln ikn mu hxlst b mbu ktltuilmh,kutbrltkth l nbmvlmehrh jk ih Hvkmech`lh l hvkmech`lzkrh.

9. Wrlmnlplu` kntuk`ltll l knnhslal`ltll dhskfuùlnrhtlm

Xm dbtlv k` lrh`hvkmhl dhskfuùl nrhtlm hsth nkrknthru``hek`lst ph nkrh `-k nptkt ilm nkuzk umbr prhilnktbrl

jumikdhmtk`ltl. Dhskfu` du`tbr prhilnktbrl sh pbtrlvhth dkliherka Hvuùl Dhilu ihnt shnbùùl SSL. Knhst prlmnlpluktrkeh kthmlk ksuprk phrlnbùùl nkrknthruùl rleli nh b pbkthnptk nbdumlnkrhk kihvruùl nrhtlm phmtru nhl mhdmtull.

Ihsprh Ikvli hsth snrls n6 k sùflt iup p`kmu` ùlIudmhzhu, nh`br ilm vrhdhk ùl. (Jkpth`h kpbstb`l`br ;>6>:)Kvhd b slmeur ehmhrklh nk s ntled b ehmhrklh. Yrhaulh

s mh kirhsd ehmhrklhl ilm nkrh jknhd pkrth, l mu nh`hltrhnuth sku vlltbkrh. Nhhk nh jknhd sku spumhd trhaulh skla um nkrknthr prkntln phmtru ehmhrklk mbkstr. Iudmhzhumh vk fuihnk phmtru dbiu` m nkrh kd rhult s mh mihp`lmlddlslumhk jk ih ehmhrklk m nkrh trld.

Hsth mhnhskr um hncl`laru mtrh jbrdk l jbmiu` dhskfuùl.Jbmiu` dhskfuùl nrhtlm mu sh snclda, nl ibkr dhtbih`h ih

kirhskrh. m nhhk nh prlvhth prhzhmtkrhk dhskfuùl, prhilnktbru`nrhtlm trhaulh s l kikpthzh dhskfu` bkdhml`br nu`turll ilmtldpu` ùl. Hshmk nrhtlmlsduùl mu sh snclda, nl trkmsnhihnu`turk l phrsphntlvk sbnlhtll.


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Hshmk nrhtlmlsduùl nbmst m ibntrlmh`h nh jbrdhkzthb`belk sk jumikdhmtk` ilm nkrh jkn pkrth ibntrlmh prhnud6

lmjklal`ltkthk ^nrlpturll, Yrlmltkthk, ilvlmltkthk l udkmltkthk ùlCrlstbs, mhprlcmlrhk prlm nrhilm htn. Ikn mh-kd sncldakm knhsth ibntrlmh, mh-kd ihslmk prlm lmnbmshnvhmk mbkstr,ms sncldakrhk dhtbih`br mu krh ih-k jknh nu prlmnlplu`mbmnbmtrkilnlhl. Yrhaulh s krtlnu`d dkrl`h ibntrlmh ala`lnhnh ku puthrhk ih k sncldak strunturl`h sbnlhtll, knhsthk putmiihvhml jumikdhmth nh pbt stk `k akzk sbnlhtl`br.

Krdd n mudkl phrsphntlvk nrhtlm ihsprh ùdh lvlk pbkth ksleurk hncl`laru` umhl sbnlhtl. B sbnlhtkth nkrh shrkpbrthkz `k Iudmhzhu l hsth akzkt ph rhspbmskal`ltkth lnrhktlvltkth, vk b sbnlhtkth prbsphr. Mu vbrald ibkr lpbthtln,nl kvhd nbrhspbmihmt m rhk`ltkth (Nbrhhk ih ûi) l m lstbrlh(sbnlhtkthk kdhrlnkm k nrhl Nbmstltulh k jbst prbduèkt phakzk prlmnlpll`br ala`lnh). Knhkst sbnlhtkth k jbst l vk prbsphrktt tldp nt vk kp`lnk knhsth prlmnlpll. Ihnihrhk brlnrhl

dkrl puthrl k mnhput prlm ihnihrhk dbrk`. Nbrhspbmihmtuàla`ln phmtru ihzlihrktu` mbstru hsth dprlk splrltuk` kùl Iudmhzhu l hvkmech`lzkrhk e`bak` prbjhlt ih Crlstbs.(Dkthl 196;9)

Knnhslal`ltkthk dhskfuùl hsth ksleurkt ih jb`bslrhkthrdhml`br kntuk`l numbsnul bduùl ih rmi. Wrlm nkrknthru`su umlvhrsk`, dhskfu` nrhtlm pbkth trkmsdls ih brlnh nrhtlm

brlnrul bd. Whmtru nk tbl bkdhmll s ahmhnlhzh ih numbkthrhkùl, hsth mhnhskr nk prhilnktbru` nrhtlm s-l pum prba`hdkprlvlmi mkturk ksnu`ttbrl`br l k dhskfuùl su. Jb`bslrhk umul`ldakf ibkr thb`beln vk prlvk ph du`l ksnu`ttbrl mhjkdl`lkrlzklnu `ldakfu` nrhtlm nbmsknrkt.

Wrhilnktbru` krh rbù` s nrhhzh b pumth ih `hetur mtrhnbmthxtu` su l nh` ala`ln. H` krh iktbrlk s hxtrke dhskfu` nkrh

trkmsnhih nu`turk l s-` kp`lnh bduùl nbmthdpbrkm. Wrpkstlkthdpbrk` ih ibuzhnl ih shnb`h mu trhaulh lembrkt. Bdu`krh mhvblh ih um dhskf sphnln mhvbl`br ùl. Dhskfu` nrhtlm

l nkpt l l pstrhkz shmsu` ikn rspumih mtrharl`br ihbrilm hxlsthmlk` k`h bduùl.


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Xmll mudhsn knhkst nutkrh nutkrhk jhrlnlrll. Iknjhrlnlrhk krh um shms phmtru hnkrh bd, ktumnl shmsu` nutrll

trhaulh s-l kpkrlm m tbtk`ltkth hnrul bd. Mldhml mu hsthrhspbmskal` ih jhrlnlrhk dhk, ihnl mlnl ih nutkrhk dhk. l iknmu eshsn jhrlnlrhk, vbl hu nu kihvrkt prbjumi ihzkdelt2l ikn kd eslt jhrlnlrhk, l kstjh` nutkrhk dhk k mnhtkt, sumthu bkrh nu kihvrkt jhrlnlt2 Hu zln n mu? jhrlnlrhk dhk mu pbkth ihsprlt ih nutkrh. Qhmum dkl iherka `k jhrlnlrh ihnt`k nutkrh. Nutkrhk dl hsth b nhrtltuilmh, ph nmi jhrlnlrhkmu. Ikr pbkth kd eslt jhrlnlrhk2 Ktumnl ih nh b dkl nkut2Ih nh s nkut nhhk nh kd eslt ihfk2 Ikr ikn mu kd eslt-b2Ktumnl b nkut m nbmtlmukrh. Ikr nh d jknh s nrhi n b vblesl nmivk2 H nhvk nkrh dl spumh6 nkut! Ikn mu b vbl esl,d vbl duùdl ibkr nu nutkrhk l mu vbl rhmumk `k hk. Ikrstkl pulm, ikn nhhk nh ibrhsn dkl du`t hsth nutkrhk, bkrh munutkrhk mshkdm jhrlnlrh2 Hu nkut! Nlmh d pbkth dplhilnk2Nlmh dl pbkth ùk knhst irhpt2 Nlmh d pbkth dplhilnk s daunur ih jhrlnlrh2

Nutkrhk hsth abelk ph nkrh mu dl-b pbkth jurk mldhml.Nkut l ibrhsn s eshsn, ikr iup nh kd eslt, nutkrhk dhk smu mnhthzh. dl p`kn tklmh`h, phmtru n h`h nbmstltulh prbvbnkrhkphrdkmhmt nh lmh trhkz lmstlmntu` nutrll. Mu k jhrlnlt iknmu kr hxlstk tklmh m ùdh. Nh almh n hxlst tklmh, h`h dl fustlnphrdkmhmtk dhk nutkrh. Mldhml mu pbkth spumh n erhhsn,ihbkrhnh sumt m nutkrh.

Dlsthr k` ùdll, Yh luahsn, l mu ibrhsn s Yh strlvhsn,H b dlmumh n hxltl, dlsthr jhrdhntbr nh htl?rvmlt ih umll, urt ih k`ll, Yu mktl mh`lmltl l ksplrkll

Ktlms l tbtul mhktlms? htl ih dlmth mhnuprlms,prlvhsn sprh Ylmh, Yu d shiunl l d ktrkel m nutkrh.

H p`nut nutkrhk, h prbvbnktbkrh tklmk, ikr nutkrhk hsthmhsjrlt l tklmh`h sumt du`th. Nh pbt nutk dkl nu jb`bs2 Dkl hp`nut nutkrhk nmi tklmk hsth numbsnut2 tlu nkrh hsth Yklmk,


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kd `bnk`lzkt-b, ikr mu kd ptrums-b. Ikr, ih nh sumt tklmh mùdh, ikn mu phmtru k ptrumsh2 ûmt ktthk tklmh m ùdh,

n mu dl kfumeh tldpu` s `h numbsn ph tbkth.Lmldk dl spumh6 Nkut! Ikr nh2Nkut Yklmk nkrh dhrlt tbt tldpu`.Nlmh hsth knhkst Yklm2Iudmhzhu mudlt ih umll, Ykt Aum mudlt ih k`ll.

m knhkst nutkrh kd kkt ih Qhvh`klh. Ikr nh hsth knhkstQhvh`klh2 Qhvh`klk mu hsth sudk rhzu`tkth`br nutrl`brbduùl, nl hsth ihsnbphrlrhk ih ^lmh k Yklmhl. Qhvh`klk mutrhaulh nutkt, nl trhaulh knnhptkt. l nh-dl spumh Qhvh`klk2^-dl nbmtlmul nutkrhk, ikr s kd um balhnt k` nutrll l knhstks h Iudmhzhu. Knud d kfut Qhvh`klk, knud ` nkut phIudmhzhu. Ikr ih nh s-@ nkut ikn H` dl ^h ihsnbphr2 Nhpkrkibx! Iudmhzhu ^h rhvh`hkz l rdmh Yklm. Ikn hsthkk, nutkrhk dhk krh shms2 Ikn hu vbl phrshvhrk m nutkrhkdhk, vbl kfumeh vrhbikt s b sjrhsn2

Zrhku s Yh numbsn dkl du`t...Zrhku s numbsn Jrudushhk Yk, nclkr ikn kstjh` dl

ihsnbpr clibhmlk.Zrhku s ptrumi aumtkthk Yk, nclkr ikn kstjh` dl mh`he

tln`blk dhk.Zrhku s prlnhp irhptkthk Yk, nclkr ikn knhst unru mshkdm

fuihnktk dhk.Zrhku s phrnhp drhlk Yk, nclkr ikn kstjh` b s-dl

mt`mhsn dlnldhk dhk.ZrhkuBdu` l ibrhth s Yh numbksn, ikr mu h nkpkal` s-l ksudh

rlsnu` knhsthl numbkthrl, kihvru` ihsprh h`.Hu Yh numbsn mudkl ktt nt dl meiul Yu s Yh numbsn.Zbl numbkth vrhbikt ph ihp`lm2Nmi Yh vbl numbkth ph ihp`lm, vbl nk Ylmh.


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Zk mnhtk Iudmhzhu s h Yklm2 Whmtru dlmh rdmh^nudpk Yklm nh d kasbkrah m nutkrh. Kd eslt Yklmk, kd

eustkt-b, ikr m-kd hpulzkt-b. Ihl hu nkut, dl iku shkdk n muk eslt mldln, ikn Yklmk mu d-kr `skt s b ptrumi. Kdnrhzut n Yklmk sh vk sjrl rhphih, ikr mu k jbst kk. Yklmk d-knuprlms l kd vzut n Yklmk h-m dlmh l hu sumt m hk. Yklmk

dl ihzv`ulh k`th tklmh ph nkrh mu `h-kd numbsnut pm knud,tklmh ihsprh dlmh ih nkrh dl hsth prbjumi rulmh. K vrhk s`h ksnumi, s merbp knhsth tklmh umihvk umih mudkl hu s pbtptrumih. Ikr mu dkl pbt. Bikt nh Yklmk d-k mv`ult, l-kdihvhmlt vu`mhrkal` l mu-L dkl pbt ksnumih mldln. Dl-h jrlns hxp`brhz m Yklm, phmtru n d ihsnbpr ph dlmh. Whmtruprldk ikt kd shmtldhmtu` n ibrhsn s mnhthz nutkrhk, ikr ihirkeu` Yklmhl mu b vbl jknh lmiljhrhmt nkrh vk prhu`. ` knnhptphmtru n luahsn Yklmk.

Kd eslt-b, ikr mu kd thrdlmkt nutkrhk, nl knhkstk s-kmthlt. Nu nt mklmthz m nutkrh, nu ktt ihvlmh dkl tklmlnYklmk. Ikr mu d ihsnurkfhz, nl nclkr d hmtuzlksdhz, prlmijbrh mbl? nutkrhk krh um mbu shms, umu` ihp`lm, umu` p`nut,umu` sua`ld.

Nh kd vrut s spum2 Ikr mh`heh!Lkr ikn mu, th rhnu`heh!


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Ilsnurs ldkelmkt m jkk umul ihlmut

^kùt! Nh dkl jknl2Mu tlu nh s-l spum, mu numbsn ùdhk tk, mu th numbsn ph

tlmh, sumthd ilm ibu ùdl iljhrlth, ikr nrhi n kvhd nhvk m

nbdum, l kmudh6 ibrlmk ih dkl almh. Kstzl stku m jkk tk, tuth ull `k dlmh nk `k um dbrk`lst nkrh vlmh s-l kiun kdlmth nhtl vlmbvkt, n phmtru sbnlhtkth htl um stledktlzkt.

K vrhk s u ihsncls nu tlmh, k vrhk s th kfut nudvk, s-l u ih jb`bs. Htl mtr-um `bn m nkrh mkturk ùnrurl`br jknh sd ksnu`l l hu pbt stk ih vbra nu tlmh. Mu kd jbst mlnlbikt

m punrlh, mu kd kvut ph mldhml kprbplkt nkrh s trhnut ph

klnl. D jknh knhst ùnru dkl aum, dkl dbrk`2 Ik, dkl ihzlrkal`m sbnlhtkth, ikr nlmh sumt hu s-l iku sjkturl, nlmh sumt hu s thfuihn2 Hu mu pbt s th nbmikdm, mlnl dnkr mu pbt l mlnl m-kdih emi s-b jkn. Mu th fustln, mnhrn s th mh`he, s mh`he nhvkilm ùdhk tk, ùdhk m nkrh kl lmtrkt jr s ibrhtl knhst ùnru, bùdh nkrh k ihvhmlt k tk irhpt nbmshnlm k jkpth`br tk`h.

Yu mu d numbtl, hu mu th numbsn. Mh prlvld m jk l mh

kmk`lzd. Hu l spum kmudlth nuvlmth, th jknl n d ksnu`l?pbl s d kuzl, ikr s mu ksnu`l um nuvmt ilm nhhk nh-l spum.Wuthd jknh nk knhst tldp s h prbiuntlv sku lrbslt. Mu tlu nhshmtldhmth trlhtl, mu l tlu mudh`h, mu l tlu prba`hdh`h, mu

l tlu mhvbl`h, mu l tlu rml`h ph nkrh `h kl. Mu tlu nh urtl,mu tlu nh luahtl.

Wbt s ihiun, pbt s lmtulhsn, pbt s sphr n nhhk nh vbl spumh

l vk jb`bsl. ûmt klnl, mklmthk tk, m nk`ltkth ih sùfltbr k` ùlIudmhzhu. Mu vrhku s u lihmtlnkt irhpt dbrk`lst. Ikn lspum n htl vlmbvkt, nu nh th-kd kfutkt2 tll l tu knhst ùnru.Zrhku s-l u prlhthm.


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Zrhku s-l spum b mtdp`krh kihvrkt. Kd numbsnutb jkdl`lh nkrh kvhk ibl nbpll? ph nh` dkl dkrh ` nchdk Mlnk,

lkr ph nh``k`t ` nchdk Ah`k. Ku nrhsnut m knhhkl jkdl`lh, mknhhkl nks, knhhkl dkd l knh`kl tkt. Hrku jrkl ih smeh.Yrlku mtr-um skt ih ndplh. Wrlmll `br kvhku nthvk bebkrh lbl. Ih bl sh bnupk Ah`k, lkr pdmtu` hrk dumnlt ih Mlnk. Ah`khrk lualt ih dkdk sk. m hnkrh ildlmhk knhstk l kiunhk `kpthprbkspt ih `k bl, uri iu`nh l armz. Mlnk p`hnk ildlmhkk ihknks `k ndp l sh mtbrnhk shkrk, ikr mu kiunhk mldln nu h`.Nmi stthku `k dks, Lk, dkdk nh`br ibl jrkl, ` ùik ph Ah`kl l duùdhk phmtru `kpth, phmtru uri, phmtru nk, phmtruarmz, phmtru tbkth prbiush`h. Mu hrku rkrh shrl`h nmi tbt nhhrk ih dmnkrh jushsh prhpkrkt ilm `kpth sku jrlptur ih dlhìlm turdh`h nkrh hrku m erlfk ùl Ah`k.

@k um dbdhmt ikt, m skt k kvut `bn um ak`. Jkdl`lk kbrekmlzkt b sratbkrh k rhnb`th`br. Ku jbst lmvltkl prlhthmllkprbplkl kl jkdl`lhl l bkdhmll nu vkz ilm skt. Jlhnkrh l-ku

kius kprhnlhrl`h jk ih prbiush`h ph nkrh jkdl`lk `h-ku hxpus.Lk, dkdk ùl Mlnk l k ùl Ah`k, k mnhput s jkn prhzhmtkrhkprbiush`br ih nkrh sh merlfhk Ah`k. Ku jbst tlkl nlvk dlhl, s-kjnut b dd`le dkrh l bkdhmll ku aut kpth. m knh` km k jbstshnht phmtru prbiush`h ndpuùl l rhnb`tk k jbst tkrh s`ka.

Lmvlilk k`ldhmtkt ilm shrl`h ph nkrh Mlnk l Ah`k h phtrhnhkuk`turl ih dkdk `br, knud s-k kdp`lnkt l k kfums knut. Mlnk

` urk ph jrkth`h su. Nh l-k zls2 Ih nh jrkth`h dhu hsth nh` dkllualt, lkr hu sumt dhrhu urt2 Ih nh jrkth`h dhu hsth kprhnlkt,lkr hu sumt ihsnbmslihrkt2 Hu d trhzhsn m hnkrh ildlmhkl stku tbkt zluk m sbkrh, lkr h` st ihehkak. Dkrh ùnru mujknh, prlvhth mlth bl, ih nkrh vhih dkl iherka nlmh`h ihnth`! Knhsth jrustrrl sh kdhsthnku m lmldk ùl Mlnk, ms Ah`k lprlmll mu kvhku ckakr ih shmtldhmtu` jrkthùl dkl dkrh.

mtr-b zl, Mlnk ` lmvlt ph Ah`k ph ndp s-l krkth bebkrh`h.@-k nchdkt shkrk, phmtru n zluk trhaulk s vki ih bl l mu shputhk ihz`lpl ih h`h. Wh nmi hrku ph ndp, Mlnk k ùkt skpk l`-k bvlt nu hk m nkp ph Ah`k. @-k skt knb`b mtlms ph ndp l s-k

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k jbst nmivk Kah`, k jbst nmivk nbpl`, k jbst nmivk lmbnhmt.Bskdk Alm @kihm, mklmth ih k Nklm-u` kdhrlnkml`br, k jbst l

h` um Kah`.l tu htl l Nklm l Kah`. @udhk, ih ilmnb`b ih zliurl`hpunrlhl, mu hsth mlnlihnud ùdhk ùl Kah`, hsth b ùdh m nkrhKah` trlhth m ùdhk ùl Nklm. Klnl htl vzut irhpt Nklm l shpbkth s l kk. Wbkth n `-kl unls ph Kah` ilm tlmh sku ibkr `-kl

mncls. l hsth rulmh s dkl rhnumbtl n m tlmh dkl trlhth lKah`. Ybl ` rhnumbsn ibkr ph Nklm, ikr ph Kah` mu-` numbtlihnt tu. Ktumnl nmi l p`hnl nkpu` ph phrm l th mtbrnl ihph b pkrth ph k`tk, hxlst knb`b um e`ks nkrh l spumh6 ûmt lhu klnl!, hsth um e`ks ktt ih rkv, kprbkph ldphrnhptlal`, hsthe`ksu` ùl Kah` ilm tlmh. Htl mtr-um `bn umih mudkl Nklm krputhk trl, mtrh nklml mudkl phmtru Nklm hsth `bn. Kah` mu krhnh nutk m ùdhk knhkstk. Ikn kpkrh, hsth unls ldhilkt.

Wbl s mnhrnl s nbmtlmul s-` unlzl ph Kah`, ms hxlst ume`ks, um e`ks k` smehùl, nkrh strle ilm kimnu` lmldll tk`h `kIudmhzhu. Mu pbl s-l bprhtl e`ksu`, hsth e`ksu` smehùl.Wbl s juel ih rhk`ltkth, ikr mu pbl juel ih tlmh. Wbl s juel ihIudmhzhu, ikr mu pbl s th ksnumzl ih h`. Mu th-kl nrhkt tu,th-k nrhkt Iudmhzhu, ih knhhk, brlnt ih du`t th-kl ùptk nu H`,

mtbtihkumk Iudmhzhu krh um k`lkt m lmthrlbru` tu, nbmtllmktk. Nbmtllmk tk hsth ih pkrthk dhk. Knud kd ihvhmlt dbrk`lst,mu kd vhmlt s-l kiun kdlmth ih Kah` ilm tlmh phmtru k th knuzk,nl phmtru k-l spumh n Kah` ilm tlmh hsth sk`vkrhk tk.

Lsus k jbst um Kah` m ùdhk ùl Nklm. Nklm @-k pus phnrunh, @-k unls, ikr e`ksu` smehùl mu k mnhtkt s strleh `kIudmhzhu. Kah` mu strle `k Iudmhzhu nk s sh rzaumh, nl nkjrkth`h ùl, Nklm, s h sk`vkt. E`ksu` smehùl ùl Kah` mu nhrhnbmikdmkrh, nl lhrtkrh. Nhk dkl dkrh dlmumh ph nkrh b pbkthsupbrtk pdmtu` knhstk hsth trkmsjbrdkrhk umul Nklm m Kah`.Kah` hsth nh` nkrh k durlt nk s mvlh Nklm.


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Ilm vlk snkp nlmh pbkth, l prbvhrau` `ktlm cbdb cbdlmlsùpu` bdu` nu bd hsth ùp hsth dkl pbtrlvlt nk mlnlbikt.

Ikn htl nrhtlm m knhkst ùdh ihnzut, umih nh`mhprlcmlt pkrh um strlm, nrhilmk m Crlstbs hsth slmeurk nkrhsk`vhkz ilm ilsphrkrh, mhsleurkm l mtrlstkrh l trkmsnhih mùdhk mhprlcmlrll, sphrkmhl, pnll l aunurlhl m Iucu` ^jmt.

Ihmllk nrhilmhl jbrdu`kt ih kpbstbù` Wkvh` hsthurdtbkrhk6 Nrhilmk hsth b mnrhihrh mhn`lmtlt m ùnrurl`hmifiulth, b puthrmln mnrhilmkrh ihsprh ùnrurl`h nkrh mu shvi. (Hvrhl ;;6;) Iup nud th`hvlzbru` hsth rhnhptbru` ùdllkuilb-vlzuk`h, `k jh` nrhilmk hsth rhnhptbru` ùdll splrltuk`h.Iup nud prlm nh`h nlmnl sldurl puthd phrnhph udhk vlzlal`,l tbt nh lmh ih knhkstk, k jh` nrhilmk hsth sldu` nkrh phrnhphùdhk lmvlzlal` l tbt nh lmh ih hk. Mbl mu mh ultd `k ùnrurl`hnkrh sh vi, nl `k nh`h nkrh mu sh vi, phmtru n nh sh vhih hsth trhntbr,

ph nmi nh mu sh vhih hsth vhmln. (1 Nbrlmthml 96;3) Nrhilmkrhe`hdhmthkz vlkk nrhtlml`br.

Wrlm nrhilm nrhtlmu` krh vlk ihp`lm m Crlstbs. Nlmhnrhih m Jlu` krh vlk vhmln, nlmh mu nrhih m Jlu` mu vk kvhk vlkk.(Lbkm >6>:) Hxlst b iljhrhm mtrh vlkk alb`beln (er. albs) lvlkk splrltuk` (er. zbh). Zlkk alb`beln, ph nkrh b prldld ih`k mktur, krh thmilmk phrdkmhmt ih k sh k`thrk, kstjh` mntpbkth dhmlmut prlm suavhmll phrdkmhmth ilm pkrthk mkturll

sua jbrd ih kp, khr, crkm htn. Zlkk splrltuk`, nkrh hsth ilmIudmhzhu, hsth vhmln. Kpbstbù` Wkvh` sua`lmlkz knhkstlihh nmi spumh6 Bdu` mbstru ih kjkr sh trhnh, ph nmi bdu`mbstru ilmumtru sh mmblhth zl ih zl. (1 Nbrlmthml 96;:) Knhkstvlk vhmln sh nkpt prlm nrhilmk m Ibdmu` mbstru LsusCrlstbs. Ih jkpt, ibrlmk Ibdmuùl Crlstbs phmtru tbl nhl nkrhsumt kl @ul hsth nk hl s kla vlk ihp`lm. Hu kd vhmlt nk bl`h

Dh`h s kla vlk l s-b kla ilm ahùe. (Lbkm ;76;7) Du`l nrhtlmltrlhsn kstzl b vlk ih srnlh splrltuk`, hl suprkvlhulhsn erhu`smiu-l nrunhk l trlmi m mhduùdlrh l trlsthh m hnkrhzl. Nrhtlmu` mu hsth nchdkt s suprkvlhulksn, nl s kla b vlk

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Nrhilmk6 nuvmtu`-nchlh m vlkk nrhtlmuùl

Wrlm nrhilm nrhtlmu` krh vlk mhprlcmlt. m Hvkmech`llhsth ihsnbphrlt b mhprlcmlrh ph nkrh b i Iudmhzhu prlm

nrhilm l nkrh iunh `k nrhilm iup nud hsth snrls6 Nh`mhprlcmlt vk trl prlm nrhilm (Qbdkml;6;5) Ilm knhst vhrshtsurprlmihd ibu ksphnth ldpbrtkmth6 (;) Mhprlcmlrhk shnkpt ih `k Iudmhzhu prlm nrhilm l (1) Knhkst mhprlcmlrhihzvb`t nrhilmk. Knhsth ibu lihl mh nbmiun `k urdtbkrhkkrdklh6 mu pbl spumh n kl nrhilm ikn mu kl ldp`lnlt b vlkmhprlcmlt, iup nud mu pbl kvhk b vlk mhprlcmlt jr nrhilm.Du`l bkdhml sh mhk` nmi l drturlshsn nrhilmk `br,ihbkrhnh b mhke prlm jkpth`h `br, trlmi b vlk mh`helult.Jlhnkrh ilm mbl kr trhaul s vhrlnd ikn dkl sumthd mnrhilm prlvlmi k vlkk mbkstr nbmjrumtmiu-mh nu prlmnlpll`hilm Nuvmtu` ùl Iudmhzhu.

Wrlm nrhilm mbl prldld Iucu` jeiult.(Ek`kthml >6;9)Jeiulmk Iucuùl hsth krvumk dprlhl ùl Iudmhzhu.Nhhk nh hxphrldhmtd kstzl ilm pkrthk Iucuùl ^jmt hsth bdln pkrth ilm nhhk nh vbd prldl nmi vbd lmtrk nu kihvrkt

m dprlk Nhrurl`br ùl Iudmhzhu. Iucu` ^jmt hsth Nh`nkrh kimnhth hxphrlhmk mbkstr splrltuk` l mh nùzhthph nk`hk nhk irhkpt. Iucu` ^jmt hsth nh` nkrh mh dmelh lmh darathkz m phrlbkih`h erh`h k`h vlhll. Mu puthd trlb vlk iup vblk ùl Iudmhzhu jr kfutbru` Iucuùl ^jmtl, mudkl prlm nrhilm, puthd lmtrk m prtlh nu H`. l nh`mhprlcmlt vk trl prlm nrhilm, ikr, ikn i mkpbl, suhtu` Dhu mu-l eshth p`nhrh m h`. Mbl ms mu sumthd ilm knhlk nkrh iku mkpblnk s plkr, nl ilm knhlk nkrh ku nrhilm phmtru dmtulrhk suhtuùl.(Hvrhl ;76>3,>


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kprbplhd ih Iudmhzhu. Nrhtlmu` pbkth trl prlm nrhilm bvlk mhprlcmlt. Kstjh`, brlnh nlrnudstkm k vlhll mu ` vk

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Dbtlvu` n`tbrlhl hsth ihs mt`mlt m Ala`lh. N`tbrlk hsthum dbdhmt jb`bslt ih Iudmhzhu phmtru k lmthrvhml m vlhl`hbkdhml`br. Jkdhmu` Htlbplkm; l ^ku`1 ku jbst dmtull ihIudmhzhu m tldpu` n`tbrll`br ph nkrh `h jnhku. Iudmhzhuhsth lmthrhskt ih ilrhnlk l snbpu` n`tbrlhl, ikr dkl k`hs ih

n`tbru` shmslal` `k e`ksu` @ul dmtultbr.m p`km rhk` sku splrltuk`, n`tbrlk shdmln b lhlrh ilm

brlzbmtu` numbsnut l lmtrkrhk mtr-um mhnumbsnut k` ùdll, ektkih k hxp`brkt. Knhst mhnumbsnut mu hsth mudkl k` spkll`brstratuth m brlzbmtu` hxthrlbr, nl m hek` dsur sh ibvhihthk l hxp`brkrhk brlzbmtuùl lmthrlbr. Yrhaulh s numbtl ph k`llnk s th numbtl ph tlmh.>Mhnumbsnutu` ilm mbl hsth ihzvùlt m

nbmjrumtkrh nu mhnumbsnutu` ilm kjkrk mbkstr. Lkt um thrltbrlunbmthdp`ktlv k` hxphrlhmhl ih numbkthrh ph nkrh n`tbrlk bjknh pbslal`.

Mu mtdp`tbr, n`tbrlk rhprhzlmt b nk`h k dabelrll.dabelrhk nbmst m mbmlihmtltkthk ilmtrh phrsbkmk nkrhp`hkn l nhk nkrh kfumeh. Nhk dkl mhmshdmkt n`tbrlh pbkth

dabel ph nh` shmslal` `k trlrl`h bkdhml`br, k mktur, `bnurl l

hvhmldhmth, `k nhhk nh pbkth kk ihsprh k`ll, ikr l `k nhhk nhpbkth kk ihsprh slmh, ihsprh nhhk nh hsth nu kihvrkt vrhimlnih numbsnut.

^ldab`lsdu` n`tbrlhl hsth hxtrhd ih abekt, ms shpbkth rhzudk `k nutkrhk kihvruùl, k pnll, `k nutkrhk lihsnbphrlrhk umhl shdmlnkll splrltuk`h phmtru vlk.

Ala`lk ihzvb`t l mukmhkz knhkst thd, ikr m hshm,

snbks m hvlihm, hsth n`tbrlk splrltuk` k hnrul nrhtlm;.Jkpth`h Kpbstb`l`br nkp. 31.Jkpth`h Kpbstb`l`br nkp. .Yuibr Zlkmu, Ilnlbmkr ih dkxldh nbdhmtkt, Hilturk ^khnuùd L. [.,Aunurhtl, ;


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nkrh ksplr sprh `bnurl`h prbdlsh nhùl alrultbr, knb`b umihpbkth ibamil ihsvrlrhk, dp`lmlrhk splrltuk` l prtlk

ihp`lm nu Iudmhzhu.Wbrmlmi ih `k ^nrlptur l ih `k hxphrlhmk phrsbmk`,Jhrlnltu` Kueustlm snrlh bphrk vlhll sk`h Nhtkthk ùl Iudmhzhu.m hk, Kueustlm nkut s kmk`lzhzh thmilmh`h nkrh hxlst mprhbnuprl`h bdhmhtl l vhih dprlk ùl Iudmhzhu nk h` k`vlhll lmilvliuk`h, nt l k` mtrhell lstbrll. Fbcm Aumykm, urdmiknh`kl dbtlv, k snrls N`tbrlk Nrhtlmuùl m nkrh rhk`lzhkzb k`hebrlh k vlhll bduùl nk b n`tbrlh p`lm ih zaunlud lnutkrh k nhhk nh l pbkth dmtul suhtu`. Lmtrkl ph pbkrtk nhkstrdt, nnl `kre hsth pbkrtk, `kt hsth nk`hk nkrh iunh `k plhrzkrh ldu`l sumt nhl nkrh lmtr ph hk. Ikr strdt hsth pbkrtk, meust hsthnk`hk nkrh iunh `k vlk l pulml sumt nhl nh b k.(Dkthl 56>;-;9)

mklmth ih k ihvhml nrhtlm, bdu` n`tbrhth jr s tlh nkrhhsth lmtk nutrll ùl. Emiltbru` rbdm, Whtrh uhk, k spusjbkrth suehstlv6 Bdu` jr Iudmhzhu vlmh ih mlnlumih l dhreh ntrh

mlnlhrl.N`tbrlk nrhtlmuùl, m vlzlumhk ul Aumykm, mnhph nulmtrkrhk ph pbkrtk nhk strdt `k mihdmu` hvkmech`lstuùl, lkriup nh eshth dmtulrh l ckr `k nrunh, pbrmhth `k irud phdumth`h erhutl`brl prlm vk`hk udarhl dbrll. Nrhtlmu` lzauthths snkph ih tbkth bastknb`h`h, trhnh nu almh phsth ru` dbrlllhsth prldlt m Nhtkthk nhrhksn.

N`tbrlk nrhtlmuùl mnhph nu k eustk ilm aumtkthk ùl

Iudmhzhu9l hsth urdkt ih b kprbplhrh l prtlh zl`mln nuH`. Nrhtlmu`, m n`tbrlk ùl, krh nk snbp s-@ numbksn tbt dkldu`t ph Crlstbs l s ihvlm kshdhmhk @ul. Wrlmll nkpkibnlhml8,

m shnbù` k` LZ-`hk, spumhku6 m Lsus Iudmhzhu ^-k jnut bd,nk bkdhmll s ihvlm iudmhzhl.

Knhkst n`tbrlh pbkth kshdult nu urnuu` ùl Dblsh phdumth`h ^lmkl phmtru k sh mt`ml nu Iudmhzhu. ^ nbmthdp`d

h`hdhmth`h knhsthl ldkelml ilm nkrthk Hxbi nkpltbù` ;9.38.Zksl`h nh` Dkrh, Erlebrh ih Mlssk l Erlebrh ih Mkzlkmz


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m nbmjrumtrl`h ùl Lsus nu `lihrll rh`lelbl kl vrhdll,jb`bshth, m dbi ih`lahrkt, um `ldakf nbmjuz prlm nkrh mvùlk

m basnurltkth kmudlth krdkll ph nkrh h jnhk ihsprh ^lmh. Ihdu`th brl Lsus vbrahk ihsprh nhksu` nkrh mu k vhmlt mn. Hrkvbrak ih nhksu` prbjhtln k` dp`lmlrl`br dhslkmlnh.>m rhphtkthrmiurl Lsus h-k lmthrzls unhmlnl`br s mu spum mldmul ihsprhilvlmltkthk ^k, ikr m Vluk J`brll`br k prldlt s`kvk du`ldl`brnkrh @-ku prldlt nk ph Dhslk. Nmi Jkrlshll ku prbthstkt,lmvbnmi a`ksjhdlk l thkdk ih rhprhsk`ll`h rbdkml`br, Ibdmu`Lsus `h-k rspums6 Knhkstk hsth zluk! (hsth nhksu`!) Z spum nikn vbr tnhk hl, plhtrh`h vbr strlek m `bnu` `br.9

Lhrusk`ldu` trlk dp`lmlrhk umhl prbjhll l sh nbdpbrtknbmjbrd knhsthlk, ikr mu hrk nbmtlhmt ih shdmlnklk nrunlk`k knh`hl zl`h. Ikn kl numbsnut dnkr m knhkst zl, ùnrurl`hnkrh puthku s-l ihk pknhk! Ikr knud h`h sumt ksnumsh ih bnclltl phmtru n m-kl numbsnut vrhdhk (nhksu`)m nkrh kl jbstnhrnhtkt.8

;.Zhzl Ala`lk nu Hxp`lnkll, hxp`lnkll `k nkrthk Ikmlh`1.@unk >6;>.Lbkm 169? 563? 36179.@unk ;


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^ rhzudd prbjhlk ùl Ikmlh` l shdmlnkll`h hl6 57 ih sptdml - mtrhkek lstbrlh prbjhtln k Lsrkhùùl

(9 ih kml).

Wrldh`h 5 sptdml ilm nh`h :< - phrlbkik ih rhzlilrh kLhrusk`lduùl (9< ih kml).

:1 ih sptdml ilm nh`h :< - phrlbkik nt Lhrusk`ldu`vk rdmhk rhnbmstrult (9>9 ih kml).

mtrh sptdmk :< l 57 sh mtlmih vrhdhk Alshrlnll,tklmk lmut ksnums ih vhknurl, mhihsnbphrlt nh`br ilmLsrkh` (Hjhshml >61-;>). Wrbjhll Zhncluùl Yhstkdhmt ku vzutprlm Iucu` prbjhtln mtrhkek lstbrlh k ùl Dhslk, prldk @ulvhmlrh, k ibuk @ul vhmlrh, ms mu ku vzut Alshrlnk.:

^ptdmk 57 u`tldk sptdm m nkrh kpkrhKmtlcrlstu`. Knhstk jknh um hedmt ih 5 kml nu Lhrusk`ldu` l`h m`hsmhth hvrhl`br rhnbmstrulrhk Yhdpùùl. @k fudtkthkknhsthl phrlbkih, ruph pkntu` l m Yhdpù` rhnbmstrult ilmLhrusk`ld sh prbn`kd irhpt Iudmhzhu, l l ihz`mulhihnlzll`h ihspbtlnh l skdkvb`mlnh k`h euvhrmrll ùl.

Xm k`t thxt nkrh prbjhhth lmtrkrhk ùl Lsus m Lhrusk`ldhsth Lsklk 81. Ih jkpt, nh`h trhl nkpltb`h ilm Lsklk6 81, 8> l 89,trhaulh lmthrprhtkth dprhum nk b ldkelmh prbjhtln k u`tldhlsptdml ilm vlkk pdmthksn k ùl Lsus Crlstbs. Lsklk 81 hsthb prbjhlh k lmtrrll ul Lsus m Lhrusk`ld. Lsklk 8> hsth b prbjhlh ksujhrlmh`br Qbauùl Ibdmuùl, nkrh nu`dlmhkz nu dbkrthk^k ph nrunh. Lsklk 89 hsth b prbjhlh k ahmhnll`br kiush ihalrulmk Qbauùl Ibdmuùl, dbthmlrhk phmtru nhl nh nrhi mH`, rball Ibdmuùl.

:.Ldkelmhk krkt phrsphntlvk prbjhtln k Zhncluùl Yhstkdhmt m nkrh sh bashrvnud prbjhtu` pbkth s vki m vlltbr kmudlth hvhmldhmth prhnud Aht`hhdu`,Nk`vkru`, Whmthnbstu`, Hvhmldhmth`h ilm urd, jr s kla nkpknltkthk ih kvhihk Alshrlnk. ^nclk l kpkrlmh pkstb

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